Comments | jedusaur: Signal To Noise And Distortion

jedusaur

Signal To Noise And Distortion

Nov 28, 2011 09:13

Co-written with verbyna. Bandom, R, ~1700 words. Brendon/Ryan. Prequel to verbyna's fic, Feedback Loop. Warnings: violence, dubcon, lack of shits given re: canon compliance. Title refers to the SINAD ratio.

For theletterelle. Happy (slightly belated) birthday!

( Brendon wanted to grab him, sit him down, and tell him that they (he) could do this. Tell him until he'd listen for something other than mistakes. )

bandom, kinky, ryan, fic, not on the masterlist, angst, i heart my dirty euro hipster, brendon

Comments 8

desert_neon November 29 2011, 00:27:04 UTC

Oooh. This was really good. Just quiet and simple, but it means more than it seems to. If that even makes sense. Hopeully you get what I mean.

Anyway, I liked it!

jedusaur November 30 2011, 00:01:11 UTC

Thank you! We wrote this between, like, 5 and 8 in the morning when I hadn't slept at all, so there may be unintentional suggestions of deepness that I accidentally put in because everything seems deep at six AM. :P

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jedusaur November 30 2011, 00:03:52 UTC

Yay, glad you liked it! It's hard because my style is usually kind of light and dialogue-based whereas she is all about the angst and introspection. But sometimes we manage to meet in the middle and it works.

theletterelle November 29 2011, 23:24:08 UTC

ASDL;KFJSAKL;RFJ;DSAKL;JFASKL; YOU GUYS HOLY SHIT.

I can't believe you wrote me birthday fic! Holy shiT I was so not expecting this! :D :D :D :D :D

It wasn't Brendon's fault Ryan was a hobag.

*dies and is ded*

Brendon was bad at standing up for himself. The last time he'd done that, he'd gotten kicked out of his own life.

"I want to call my mom," said Brendon. "I still need to get the minivan from her." And avoid any mention of her conspicuous absence.

They were actually recording now, which was a new weapon in Ryan's emotional abuse arsenal.

He did his best to give what he could and ignore what he couldn't help, but being a doormat could only go so far when that was all he'd ever been.

Because life and Ryan were both unfair, this wound up being Brendon's fault too.

Owwww bb!Brendon. (You are so good at giving me the things I like.)

Brendon crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows. "I'm not really writing a ballad," he clarified. "In case you wanted to tear it up before you had to look at it."I had to go back and reread ( ... )

jedusaur November 30 2011, 00:05:59 UTC

Yaaaaaay! I'm glad you like it!

I was like "it is Elle's birthday nowish!" and V was like "let's co-write her something" and I was like "ooooh, we gotta do something with Brendon being sad and pathetic" and she suggested this. I feel it was an appropriate choice. \o/

amisophe November 30 2011, 13:12:21 UTC

Oh, Brendon. This is so visceral, it fucking hurts. I just want to give him ALL the hugs.

But that's not what he needs.

Seriously, Ryan, why must you hide your sensitivity in the closet?

amisophe November 30 2011, 13:14:49 UTC

Or, you know, on second thought, he needs the hugs too. IT IS 6 AM AND I HAVE NOT SLEPT. Ryan and Brendon are being faily on the internet. This is of far more importance.

jedusaur December 1 2011, 02:02:25 UTC

This is so visceral, it fucking hurts

I'm glad that came through as intended! Elle is big on hurt without the comfort, so that's what we were going for. :P