Another night of mental struggle after a terribly stressful weekend.
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My new year resolution is to not be mad at Justin as much haha

I am typing in this post from a computer, I don't even remember the last time I did that. Told Justin we should look into selling our computers and saving up for one new one, iMac, of course. I was trying to load up some paperwork for refinancing and I had the entire thing downloaded on my phone and emailed it to myself before the computer could ( Read more... )

Justin was getting out some of lydia's first giggles while pretending to eat her hand make piggies noises.  So cute.  I love it.

Need to get in a better sleeping habit. I keep going to bed around midnight and have to wake up multiple times to feed lydia and by 9 am when she is up and awake for a few hours demanding attention I am exhausted and groggy. I don't nap during the day as much as I wish I could. When I first came home from hospital I was showered and trying to get ( Read more... )

LiveJournal continuously changes the word
F i g u r e d
Into div...or divd.
It's really fucking annoying.

It should figure out why it can't handle that simple word.  Anyone else have this problem?

Black Friday dug quite the hole in my credit cards.  3 different credit cards haha.  Buuuut I did save hundreds of $$$.  Christmas shopping for my boys is pretty much done plus new couch and shoes and all kinds of goods.

Baby KICKED this morning.  I mean, I feel movement daily but this one was strong.  Go baby.

Had a dream I was watching my stomach move all over the place.  This will happen soon enough.

Also in this dream, I grew two more boobs underneath the boobs I have.  Like utters.  Disturbing.  So maybe this is my body telling me my boobs are doubling in size.

Going to start picking up shifts at work and buckle down on my finances.  Credit card, car, and student loans.  If I had these things paid off I'd be in a really good place.  It won't be an overnight thing but once one is paid off the others will follow soon after.