i did it.
it was hard as hell, but i did it.

ew i've started school.

looks like not many people ended 2005 on good terms.
but i guess since 2005 is done and over with, we should start 2006 fresh.
or so i'll try to believe.

i guess in way working was a good thing to do.
except the fact i had to work at 5:30 in the morning.

let's see....recap of 2005
-switched from being a piano major to being a percussion major
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i haven't written about you in a very long time.
and i kinda miss you cause i haven't talked to you in a while.

i just found out the worst news today.
how could something that horrible happen to someone so sweet.
i'm sorry.
and i wish them the best where they are now and i wish you the best.
i'll pray for you, i love you, and i am ALWAYS here for you.
i love you.

oh and merry christmas everyone!

it is truely amazing to how much people can lie.
how can you handle lying so much?
do you like to live your life as a lie?

i can't believe you would do something like that to me.
and i don't want you to ever speak to me again.

gotta love mistletoes

you know, i read these entries girls still in high school, and i just laugh at how dumb they are. they REALLY make their lives so much more dramatic than it really is.

in high school:
1. boys are everything
2. everyone stabs everyone in the back
3. you cry about everything.
4. everything is over reacted.
5. you will deny this...but...drama doesn ( Read more... )

i miss being around my percussion friends. i miss them a lot.
but i don't have their numbers so i can't hang out with them. how sad is that.
that ALWAYS happens to me.
when you see them everyday, getting their number....isn't really on your top priority list.
maybe i should do that from now on. i miss them.

i'm about to go pick up jacks at the ( Read more... )

so i am supposed to be studying for classics right now but...i'm going to go to school at 9 in the morning tomorrow, an hour and 15 minutes before class and just read over my notes like twice. that should do me some good. cause i am too exhausted to do it tonight.

saturday night/sunday morning:

i have never puked so much in my life.
i have never ( Read more... )