friends only

i had your texts for a over a year and since i've gotten a new phone, goodbye texts.
fresh.
i love you new phone.

ugh disappointment and frustration has taken over my body.
i wish i never knew you.
thank the lord i listened to annelisse when she told me to be careful.
or else i would've really fallen apart.

trevor told me he liked my pants today.
said he liked the cross stiching and the color.
ahahhahahahaha.
oh trevor.
you make me laugh.

boys and their superbowl parties.

dark note:
people are such liars.
you trust them, then you don't.

trust, don't trust, trust, don't trust, trust, don't trust.
this cycle never stops! STOP LYING!

i have these hick'ups right now.
and it's really starting to hurt my throat and chest.
and i feel like i'm going to throw up my food soon from hickup'ing so much.

brighter note:
i keep remembering ( Read more... )

people need to stop being so afraid of being alone.

or maybe people, or you, just need to stop complaining about being alone.
don't you think there's something wrong if you keep on ending up alone?

hmm i wonder.

it's been a little over a week.

i watched the ending of saw today.
GROSS. i'm afraid i'm going to have nightmares.
i hate torture movies.
just like house of wax. that was such a torture movie.
i almost cried/walked out cause it was so horrible.
saw was like that.

i was talking to sean today about my new like's.
first he said i should just ask them out.
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(private entry)

so i lost my paycheck last night at a party.
i didn't think i brought it to the party.
i thought i left it at home.
but obviously i didn't.
but they are sending me a new one but with a fee from losing my paycheck. great. whatever. atleast it's not money down the drain.
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i think tonight was the first night i heard that girl ( Read more... )