It's been such a long time since ive updated, but now i use these updates for a purpose. I want to apologize to everyone that I have lost touch with. People that I said I would call and never did end up, and those people who's calls I do ignore or answer and hang up on. Im sorry that Ive placed this distance between us that we all promised would ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile. I go home on Tuesday, and Im kinda excited, but kinda not at the same time. I'm definately gonna miss a lot of people in Utica, which is why Im coming back next year. I finally saw Andy after like a whole week. He's why leaving would have been so difficult. Being away from him for a few month's is going to be hard. And ( Read more... )

The last week has been amazing. I have a new boyfriend and he makes me so happy! His name's Andy and I go to school with him. He's tall and cute, and he has these brown eyes, but in the sun they kinda look like they have a tint of green in them. I've never been so happy with anyone before. He really knows how to treat a girl like the most imprtant ( Read more... )

So too much has been going on to go another day without updating. I'm ready to tranfer.. so Brockport hurry it up.. or I may have to reconsider my admissions there! Im beginning to even think I made the wrong decision in going to a four year college... I could have been fully capable of being happy at MCC. I think the problem is Im missing people ( Read more... )

I leave today!!! Im not that excited tho.. Cause I really despise Utica.. It's a gay college. Even tho I only know one gay guy there. Im still not packed, still havent said good-bye to all the people I wanted to. And most of all Im not ready to go back and work harder than I did last semester. But im going to have to cause dammit I will not be in ( Read more... )

I got a job today at Deperno Hall. Im a secretaries aid, and i work ( Read more... )

We are onto the second day of classes, and Im lovin it so far. Me and my roomate Morgan are getting along great, and i've made so many really sophisticated and nice people. I miss some people in rochester but im doing pretty good here. and other people that went to college other places. Talked to my brother today, and my parents are going up to see ( Read more... )

Five days till I leave and I bought my boxes of cereal, and I want to leave. There's nothing left for me to lust for, or carry on for, and Rochester isnt the place that I belong. There was one thing holding me back, and seems that even that thing means the same as i mean to them.. Pain is to tears as happiness is to dreams...........

Who could seriously like Christina Maxon tho seriously.. I mean she had to graduate early cause nobody in her class likes her!

Did it really happen..... or is it just wishful thinking?