I'm tired of living to be strong 'cause everyone wants me to.
I'm tired of being "pathetic".
No one loves me.
I wish I was dead.

This has been an AWESOME summer<3 and we're STILL smack dab in the middle of it.

It's that transitional year from young adulthood, to young adulthood being fucked over by carelessness in adolescence. What the hell am I going to do with my life. Honestly? for the past week or so, i've been having brief periods of depression because I basically feel ilke I'm doomed. I don't want to grow up to get super excited over finally buying ( Read more... )

When everything is going right in your life,

your body/emotions/conscience makes problems for you to dwell on.

See ya later paradise.

first i went to the salon to get my roots done (finally)
but then i decided to streak it with sweet white streaks.
it just came out.. blonder.. i like it? :) lol
it's not goldish which is awesome.


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Everything's been so fast paced this summer.
I've been out like every single day either out with friends, or scott, or for work.
( Last night I got totally wrecked with a bunch of friends til like 3am! )

I had the most WICKED time at Wonderland!!! too bad my mum forgot to leave me money, so Scott paid for EVERYTHING. i feel so BADDD!!!! so i'm getting him this watch when he goes away to banf on Tuesday:


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leopard prints 4lyfe!

I lost my voice from screaming in Wonderland. I always have to prepare my screams on them... like that part where they're at the top climbing to the first drop.. i have to time my scream with going down exactly or else nothing comes out at all... so you'd usually hear me going "ah, AH, AH, AH, AH, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Because ONE of them has to catch ( Read more... )

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