future shock.

[jcanucks]

It's that transitional year from young adulthood, to young adulthood being fucked over by carelessness in adolescence. What the hell am I going to do with my life. Honestly? for the past week or so, i've been having brief periods of depression because I basically feel ilke I'm doomed. I don't want to grow up to get super excited over finally buying a chordless phone so I can talk out on the porch instead of inside, or work my way up some franchise ladder like Le Chateau to amount to being a Store Manager who lives in a small apartment alone. Future's suck. The doorway to journalism is getting smaller and smaller. More and more english major's are realizing that that's their only option for a real career and are flooding the gates of that opportunity. I hate my high school, but now I have to stay another year, because I decided I WANT a future. I've completely shifted my career choice from journalist, to nursing. That's right, nursing. I'm going to move to a sweet place in the states and make sweet cash all because i actually worked hard for a couple years in high school and got to where I wanted to be at. Bah, this year is going to be so hard. I won't even have enough credits to graduate now because I have to get a bunch of pre-requisites this year. So I'm going to be in grade 11, even tho I'm actually in grade 12. Good timesah.
Whatever. It feels good to finally know what exactly i'm goign to be when I grow up and NOT feel like my head is a thousand miles up in the clouds or my ass.