Fuck any guy who thinks he can act like he's hot shit. Even if he's hot fuck him for thinking he can do to anyone whatever he wishes without reprocussions (sp?). i fucking hate it. no more assholes for me. im through. im gonna go call joe and apologize for leaving.

There. this is good. So john paul, i heard what happened. Im sooo sorry. I hope you're feeling good and drugged up. i can almost say i feel your pain. if it makes you feel any better i threw up last night.  Whoa i just had one of those times when you read what they're saying when they say it.  its Beastie Boys - Song for the Man from Hello Nasty.

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so whats up bitches? I met a guy on saturday night at rp tracks, and while i admit that i was a bit drunk, I was able to see through my beer goggles and decide that i dont care if hes not hot. hes cute to me and hes almsot a gentleman which is perfect. but anyways i dont talk to much about him so ill let yall do something else now.....latah bitches

its been a while. i feel nauseos (sp?) and i have a headache. oh well. man im gonna be workin soooo much this week. its a good thing but im not looking forward to it. Justin still hasnt stopped calling me. what the fuck dude take a fucking hint. looks dont mean anything if theres nothing there to back it up. Also Ashley has informed us that she ( Read more... )

man, i have a huge soft spot for guys with kinda long strait brown hair. i hate that. but only because i find them almost irresistable.
Anyways. john paul , i cant remember what was you told me i should write about in this thing. i actually just noticed that my roomates tryin to sleep in here, so im gonna end it.

That's where i went this weekend. Mississippi really is a neverending vortex of beer barns and cutlass's. Fields that go for as far as your eyes can see and farther. It had a depressing motif this weekend of gray skies and cold winds with all the crops out of season and the trees bare. But as usual my friends and I cant let that get us down. I ( Read more... )

so last night i got home early, so i could wake up on time for work. i was fixing to go to bed, writing on my calendar, when i heard a series of really louding bangs. I though Ben and Nykky were just goofing off at first, but then I heard glass shatter and raised voices. i opened my door to find out what was going on, and ben came dashing from ( Read more... )

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work sucked last night. i was too tired and we smoked half a blunt throughout the night. Ashley gets back tomorrow. So at least I'll have some help back. i went to belmont grill today and got interviewed and the lady told me to expect a call this week. SWEET!!! im just waiting on allen. we're going to philip's to watch dawn of the dead ( Read more... )

Allen sounds funny when he sings or "raps". there totally is such a thing as being too white.So that boy who wrote me the poem, stayed in ck's for my entire shift last night. He was with a friend of his, but i started talking to him , and his name is JEremy, and he remind me ALOT of shaky Ben. only i dunno, less drugged out, but then you never know ( Read more... )