I don't think love exists... and for those who have found it or at least think they have, i hope you all rott in hell!!! To be turned down by the opposite sex is the worst experience ever. I never want to see him again. "Why do you have to be sooooo fucked up like that." what does that even mean!!! I am frustrated beyond belief, i haven't ( Read more... )

I am happy now...it took a while, huh? It was an excuse to get me off your back and i am ok with that now. It feels nice to be cared for again and admired for something y'know. If only i wasn't such a procrastinator and had written this 15 page paper when i had the fucking chance. Other than that i am really fucking happy. This is real and it ( Read more... )

Sooo i saved a rooster from being run over by a car last night. he is now my pet. i hope karma takes effect soon, if not now then in my after life.

I've developed some sort of seperation anxiety disorder. i literally feel like throwing up when i think about the thought of being alone. i don't know what's wrong with me these days i've been alright i guess. i have a feeling it may be the drugs and their hi's and low's. i can't sleep at least not during the night i get headaches all the time ( Read more... )

All i ever really need is someone who won't give up on me, no matter how many mistakes i may make. This would be ideal, i know it's asking for alot for this is what i really need.

soooo, i got a tattoo. owls for good luck, cause i need all the luck i can get. i've been looking into witchcraft recently, very interesting. i've also realized that i can't force anyone to hang out with me, what's the point. independence; i need it. my play buddy has gone back to oldpeoplesville and i'm in desperate need for some company, ( Read more... )

porque es tan dificil hablar con usted. things have changed i can feel it i know you do too. the only thing i fear is that you are satisfied with the way things have turned out. the look in your eyes when you see me saddens me, it's like you are digusted by me, like you wouldn't want to waste a second of your time on me. the conversations to me ( Read more... )

Scratch that, i had a great time last night!!! ;)

Soooooooo it's thankgiving, the first that i have to cook up the turkey plus the fixings, it's ok as long as the cook has her wine ;). i'm very excited about tommorow, it's my mommas b-day i'm gonna visit her at the cemetary, then some shopping and later in the evening maybe some leftovers, then my long lost cousin and i will head to the tattoo ( Read more... )

To you ( Read more... )