Hey everyone. I'm in Japan. I'm not gonna write very much today, but I'm just telling you all that I'm here and I'm having fun. I happen to miss my boyfriend very much though. Drew... you're awesome and I love you. Konnichiwa Bitches.

Ok, again... we're all doing the things we do. Again and again. We do and do, but nothing ever gets done? I can't seem to find the will to wade through much more of this monotonous crap. I feel like the world is a giant treadmill and I'm just running in place, but someone keeps turning the speed up. I'm running faster and faster but I'm not getting ( Read more... )

Oh yes...in many ways the heat is on. Technically though I don't have my heat "on" but the air conditioner won't WORK! So, I guess you could say since it doesn't work then it is sorta "on". BASTARD. I'm wiping sweat from my brow while I type at my computer, I never thought that task would involve persperation. Hmm. In another respect the heat is ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here...wondering what to do. Read a book, finish my painting, play a game, or just waste away in front of the television? I wonder what it's all worth, whether doing any of it is meaningful? it seems like the answer is right there, in my mind before I even propose the question, yet it eludes my grasp. I already know the answer, but I ( Read more... )

My baby is sick and I feel helpless. He is taking 4 different kinds of pills everyday!! I'm so sorry. I wish that you could feel better. What am I to do? This is one of those times that we all want to escape to our whimsical worlds of fantasy. You know the ones...the place where reality is subjective to our desires, where the rules of existance are ( Read more... )

Why are you just too busy for me?? Am I not important enough? No one seems to want to spend time with me. Except for the person I live with. I just want to feel needed, not needy.

I'm sorry I haven't wrote for a while, I've been...well I haven't really been busy, I just haven't felt like it. Deal! :) Well, nothing much going on in me-ville. I woke up every hour on the hour last night for some reason, and I'm very tired. Well...I feel charged now though...like I could do anything. Isn't that funny, tired but charged. Hmmm. ( Read more... )

It's been a while, but hey here goes. I've been out of the mood of writing for a while. I just don't want to do anything right now. Except search for a job. I've been searching for quite a bit, and have only one lead. I wish there was a perfect job out there that just found you and said, "I NEED you to come work for us, we'll pay you $1,000,000.00 ( Read more... )

Those Harry Potter books are so addicting. I'm on the third one. i just can't put it down. I'm ensnared. Anyway, I'm delighted to learn I'm now registered for my summer music video making class. Don't you love courses that are required but are just so much fun! I'm a lucky, lucky girl. Someone up there likes me a whole hell of a lot, thanks ;) All ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me. I'm 19 today