I went out partying with my friend all day last Sunday after my therapy session. I always dress in full male mode when I go to therapy and didn't know how my friend would react when he saw me. He thinks I'm just a butch lesbian. That day I was just like 'screw it. This is how I want to be perceived now so he'll either accept it or not.' This was ( Read more... )

I stumbled upon a great STP/packer that finally works for me. I had a shewee for like 3 years, but it's pretty large. I tried everything from medicine spoons to turkey basters and the only thing that really worked for me was the shewee. So after like 10 different contraptions I went back to square one. I just stuck some latex tubing at the end of ( Read more... )

My name is Jay. I just started transitioning in the past few months. My therapist actually asked me to start a live journal. I keep a private journal, but that mostly discusses my feelings from week to week. I'm 27 years old and about to start graduate school in NJ in a week. I'm a little nervous. Mostly because my roommate is probably expecting a ( Read more... )