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Unisom are my friends.. babies don't sleep yhat well.. i dont smile much anymore

on Tuesday.. i had an MRI.. then today i had to go in for a CT scan.. they injected me with radioactive glucose. to see how my body would deal with it.. i guess it did what it was supposed to.. i feel dead&worthless.. blaah <3...X

I finally got to donate money for the hurricane disaster today.. i wish there was more i could give them though..

i baked a chicken pot pie for my mom yesterday.. then basically had to eat it myself thats pretty much why i stopped cooking.. oh well.. if the boys were home it would of been gone in a second.. x

my Lovely friend Andrew came over last night and brought "The Score".. since it was an Edward Norton movie i hadn't seen.. so of corse it was Amazing.. then for some reason this morning.. i woke up and when i sat up i decided i wanted to be a Kindergarten teacher.. wow.. i think im gonna go watch kindergarten cop now.. <3... X

one year ago today.. i trusted this man named Farzad Massoudi to shave the right side of my head, clean that bald spot, then cut it open with a scalpel,then use a saw to remove a piece of my skull, he took out the tumor and saved my life.. Ü i ate a ton of sushi and had plum wine to celebrate with my mom.. its Fahad's birthday.. i wish he didnt ( Read more... )

im a girl searching for sugar in a diabetics kitchen.. and i would really like to know who the person is who decides the differences between wants and needs.... thankyou i really dont like when my sisters not around.. i like waking up at 3:30 am to see her hunched over on the floor painting these AMAZING pictures.. i wish i was 1/4 as talented.. ( Read more... )

I really hope my sisters trip goes well.. im worried about her being all the way over in Turkey.rally hope she & the whole mission team stay safe..she was joking around about it a lot..stuff like.. "if i dont get blown up ill see u in 2 weeks..but i honestly dont know what i would do without her.. i think i would give up on myself and life and ( Read more... )

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sorry about that... i had a crap filled day.. i feel better.. Ü