I am so happy right now ( Read more... )

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"If you were any other woman, I could tell you I loved you...but not you - because you've always seemed to me like a part of myself, and it would be like saying I loved my own eyes or my own mind. But have you ever thought of what it would be to have to live without your mind or your eyes? To be mad? Or blind?"

i carry your heart with me ( Read more... )

Next month Ragnarok with be performing shows at the Morningstar, my own favourite London club. Normal club cover charges apply so you've no excuse for not coming to watch us play.

The dates are as follows:

3rd May, Saturday, 9pm
8th May, Thursday, 8.30pm
12th May, Monday, 9pm
20th May, Tuesday, 9pm
23rd May, Friday, 9.30pm
2nd June, Monday, 8pm ( Read more... )

Can I come over and stay at your house tonight? I need a break from the constant headache that is happening here.

Charon is not taking my pregnancy well. In fact, he's taking it the very opposite of well. I don't think we've spend ten minutes together since he got back without arguing.

Charon's home.

At least the sight of the fire burning its way down the street and worrying whether we should evacuate Annwn is distracting me from begging Charon not to go to Norway ( Read more... )

But I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin.

Because being unemployed and trapped means I have even more time for reading.

Charon has been painting and I have been awake while the world sleeps.

For the last month I've been working so hard - both to earn my money and with Ragnarok - that I'd started to feel like an island separated from everyone I know except for the one I live with ( Read more... )

Charon's birthday party was a wonderful affair. I'm grateful for the friends we've made and the people who are now in our lives. I never expected to have so much.

And after it was all over, Charon and I made love for the first time since Raske took me. There is nothing in this world that makes me feel more like Jax than being one with my Charon. ( Read more... )