ok so you can tell from my last entry I'm stressed but I woke up today feeling awesomly refreshed. Not just because I slept 20 hours (and for the record, I've had two cups of joe since I got up and still haven't peed) but because I had some kick-ass memorable dreams. I never get awesome dreams unless I need them, and I've been getting them lately, ( Read more... )

I'm pissed

Dad's gonna come home and bitch at me about not being good enough

Since I'm doing a perfect job until he's fucking angry at me, then I've never done anything right in my life.

Bugger.

I decided since I have three, I'd dedicate one of the sketchbooks to doing comics. I frequently have ideas for them, but nowhere to do them quickly, so nothing ever happens. I decided I'd share some of my favorites. The three of these are based on actual incidents.


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I had to go to my mom's for the weekend but luckily my new sketchbooks had come in then They're little moleskine blank notepads, the size of their actual sketchbooks but with cardboard covering and only 80 pages. They came in a pack of three, though, and I can make my own covers. Score. I'll post things in order.


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Theme of the day: cephalapods!


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So I've been having some doubts about my art skills lately. Okay, ALOT. Because I'll be off to college in another year, and my grade record is crap. So I'll need art skills to get in anywhere. And let's face it, mine are nothing special. I figure I have alot of improvement to do in one year. I decided to do a theme of sketches eevery day, and color ( Read more... )

lmao it's been forever since I posted ( Read more... )

I have become the ultimate failure ( Read more... )

Yes! There is a possibility of me graduating on time! Of me not being left behind by all of my friends and making it through the year, still earning my highschool diploma. It'll take summer school. But I'd be able to do it! Unfortuanetly, it's alternative school. The crowd there is tougher than the one I'm used to dealing with, usually used for ( Read more... )

Well, the desicion has finally been made, and it'll probably come as a surprise to everyone. I'm staying in school (collective gasp from audience.) If I drop out, I'm letting that phobia beat me. I'd be letting my past control my future, which is arrogant and cowardly. And I have to face it, damnit, my homework wasn't done because I didn't do it, ( Read more... )