So I think I've hit that phase in life where you start soul searching and trying to really understand who you are and try to find that direction. I remember people telling me this happens when you hit your 20's normally after college (if you graduate within the social norm of 4 years).

I'm only saying this because I need to point my finger some ( Read more... )

I can't see the light at the end of this stupid tunnel.

I'm tired.

RIP to everyone this year. I feel like it's just too many names to name again. Life, you suck.

I am seriously going crazy ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've blogged, February of 09 to be exact, and I'm sad I've neglected to do so but I've been busy making memories in pictures that I don't have to blog here since my laptop has been out of commission for so long! That and life's been on the go ever since last Summer that I really have nothing to sit and think about which is ( Read more... )

what we do in the dark has no hands. no
crossover effect, no good-bye kiss after the alarm.
what we carry in, we carry out, end of story. this
doesn’t even want to be love. except in minutes
when your face has the shape of my palm and I think
lungful. let want out with the cat. returns
and returns, something dutiful. persistent.
hold your breath, let it ( Read more... )

“When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not ( Read more... )

“He was not my boyfriend. On the other hand, he wasn’t just a friend either. Instead, our relationship was elastic, stretching between those two extremes depending on who else was around, how much either of us had to drink, and other varying factors. This was exactly what I wanted, as commitments had never really been my thing. And it wasn’t like ( Read more... )

I get so freaking irritated when people don't take me seriously. Or when people just don't get the picture till it's too late AND when people assume so much shit without getting their facts straight.
I know I play around a lot for shits and giggles but when I say I mean it, trust, when I say I do. People that know me enough know how much my word ( Read more... )

I hardly have the time to blog anymore. My life seems to be stuck in the fast lane & I have no idea how to get out. I'm hoping everything slows down because I can't keep running ( Read more... )

I feel ugly today.