I believe I can see the future ( Read more... )

Its been awhile and Im still so lost, confused and lonley, all i want is for things to work out and be close to her, god how i miss her... i just wanna hear her voice, get a hug... something, anything... i wish i could fucking explain how loved she makes me feel, or how deeply i love her regardless of the supidness ive shown, but i cant. blah. I ( Read more... )

Well im feeling good right now, Ash talked to me and weve decided to squash the dumb sutff and work on our friendship, i couldnt be happier... means a lot really. Anyways i looked at my friends posts page, nothing in months, someone post dammit!

Update for dat azz.... oh yes you. LOL, I've been unable to update... I get so lost in life sometimes, i know we all do, but updating on lj is good for the soul i think, lol... So i wont post about me and ash's breakup details etc... i will though say that I know that I was ignorant to what she needed at certain times, I realize that me keeping her ( Read more... )

Dammit, im in a bad, well depressed mood man... i hate living alone, see i moved from destin or whatever, stay with my brother but hes never here, and just bitches and yells anyways... also no phone, and until today no cable or internet... OR car! My god, talk about bored, lonley and depressed, my girlfriend has been coming over a lot, which ive ( Read more... )

You don't have to know the words to your favorite song, heck you never do the first time you hear it, there's just something that stands out from everything else, and makes you want to know the words, because the song makes you feel extraordinary, your happy just humming along, you smile every time it plays, you want it on repeat constantly.... ( Read more... )

Okay so im a LJ bum, or so it would appear that way anyways, but im gonna try to get back into, everyone else is so I might as well, I think its good for the soul so what the hell, I was gonna make three posts and back date in order to catch up, but I decided to break this post into three parts, so much has happened, things are a bit hectic right ( Read more... )

i love ashley

LOL, Okay so havent posted in a few days, ergh, make that weeks, no months even. To busy i guess, and writing every day, week or whatever feels way to loserish at points, specially when your like well didnt do shit, just posting to post... Ummm, found out ive been on probation for a whole year now! And my P.O. likes me so shes gonna write a letter ( Read more... )

Beautiful rap lyrics. Ugh ( Read more... )