i feel like I have so much to say, yet I am staring at this blank screen. Maybe because the things I want to say are wasted on this screen since i am not saying them to the persons they are directed at. Maybe they arent worth saying. One minute before the start of a new day. Goodbye wasted Thursday, hello long friday.

eh. dont wanna write.bye

I think I am allowing myself to be in a low-state because I did not have to voice to speak up for myself. That, and several people in my life are trippin. That is the thing with attitudes. Everybody has one, and at any moment, their's can spill over into your world, directly affecting all that you know. [sigh]--i dont know. What I do know is ( Read more... )

so after a large-scale overhaul of the internet in my job, the laptop I am using (my personal one is broken and Ben hasnt fixed it) is having some funky thing where if you blink, the wireless signal will die. I also can no longer use the laptop in my bed, in parts of the living room...basically everywhere. So I had to clean off a section of my ( Read more... )

so when I logged in it said my last post was 25 weeks ago. My gosh, that is a lil over 6 months ago. I can barely recall last week, let alone where I left off 6 months ago. I dare not try to recount every last detail, but rather, explain the present and maybe the pieces of the puzzle of my life will come together into some type of understanding ( Read more... )

I am about to go to bed. But I am sitting at the desk of my best friend thinking, "hey, I havent been on LJ in a minute, so I should go write something". In case you dont know, my computer is still ka-put and I dont know when I am gonna get it back. Sorry for the delay in words...it has been 22 weeks since my last entry ( Read more... )

ok, so I have to get the not-so-good moment out of the way: so I dislike Dr. Warren because I was a member of his site but it is really discouraging. One, you are paired up with people that are not necesarilly paid members, so you try/want to communicate with people but you cant. Then, I had a match but that person shut me down without a single ( Read more... )

so right now is all about preparations ( Read more... )

I am so bored right now. I want to be asleep but I am at work. I had to be here at 6am, but I didnt fall asleep till after 3am. i did get the chance to take a power nap at work from about 8-10am. Then I got up, mailed dresses to a bridesmaid, went grocery shopping for the house...and some things for me, then I unloaded it all, talked with ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

[random tangent: so i wrote this title, then had a memory to the old kid gameshow on Nickelodeon. I loved that show--puzzles at its best ( Read more... )