seriously no matter how hard i try to make it all end i can never completly separate myself. This is seriously the most difficult thing i've ever had to do. I know that if i keep staying im just going to keep getting hurt. But no matter how many times i say those words in my head staying always seems easier.But it just SEEMS easier.

It would be really terrific if people could stop talking shit about me. thanks.

well since summer school is over now this is my first official daY OF summer. and its effing great. Yesturday i went to castle park with derrick and his mom and his little sister and "black" haha. thats whats derrick calls his little negro cousin candice. hahaha. well it was drrraaamma with derrick all day. he was having withdrawls and couldnt go ( Read more... )

well i thursday ashley and i hung out. we got the "fattest sack of our lives" !!! and then we blazed it. it was pretty sweet. i blazed so much then i got all dizzy and got a head ache and passed out in the middle of a j session w/ ashley. haha. it was funny. then on friday we gave kyle his bud cake and he didnt even want it. what an ingrate. god. ( Read more... )

well today i asked my dad if i could go to the river with my cousins. he said no because he thinks all me and my cousins do is smoke pot. isnt that a bitch?

well saturday is my birthday. i am having a small get together with my family today. i am getting my hair done tomorrow, my eyebrows on friday and sunday i am going to venice to buy a bubbler or a piece or something. I just dont have any plans for my actual birthDAY so if you can think of something fun. hit me up yo. hahaha. well i gotta go peace.

hi, well i feel like i never write anymore...im sure no one really cares but i just thought i'd say so. Well i high. i mean i am high. I have drivers ed everyday at 10:30 with tyler reichs dad. haha. its so funny. That guy is the craziest old man ever. He always talks about how he could kick mr. evers ass (if he wanted too) haha. well i spent the ( Read more... )

yesturday i got really faded and hung out with ashley. I had so much fun, i really missed her. then we saw liz and got more high. we were so high. it was pretty tight. i miss those bitches. i <3 the only two girls in the world who dont make my ears hurt! yay ashley and LIZ!

man, fuck starwars...wtf... people going to see that shit at like midnight....man, you know what im doing at midnight...sleeping thats what. shit man, well today i think i might do my hair..maybe. i have to go to the monrovia street fair. it should be fucking gay. well i gotta go do nothing, peace.

Wow, i havent updated in about 2 months. well since the last entry...me and derrick had our 1 year, softball ended...YES! derrick got arrested,and thats all i cant think of i guess. I miss liz so much, we never hang out. Ashley, im so sorry i missed ur birthday, we got caught with a half O and well its been pretty shitty since then. I saw brittany ( Read more... )