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last night was a breakthrough. my usually curt and evasive ex opened up and took me through an emotional narrative--how he coped with the whole long-distance part of the relationship and how it impacted his actions. book notes version: time difference makes it difficult to synchronize our emotional availability, and that created an opening. plus ( Read more... ) -
After so many revelations (thanks to public sources on the internet)
I can't understand how you could be that inconsiderate and mean and ... hell, i can't even find the right words.
I'm surprised, shocked, disappointed, angry. I fucking don't even understand how I feel right now.
How? How the fuck? Like, how could you just throw away everything--every beautiful thing we had? HOW?!?
Honestly, I expected more. I don't ( Read more... ) -
Of defaults and loneliness
By this time I think my boyfriend ex-boyfriend and I are slowly easing out of each other's life. I didn't see him all day yesterday and only saw him the day before because I had spent the prior evening at his place. (His roommate was there, too.) And yes, I'm still counting. Can't say I've totally moved on, but at least I no longer text him random ( Read more... ) -
Resurrection
Jalapunyeta is coming back from the dead because he needs to nurse his host's broken heart ( Read more... ) -
Of dreams, choices and compromise
Anxiety has been my mode of living for the past few weeks. The wordfuture has shed its mystique; now it seems so immediate, even urgent. While before I could romanticize the future with when-I-grow-up-I-want-to-be-X musings, now comes the time for me to commit, as if the last 27 years of my life have been building towards this climax. And in movies ( Read more... ) -
Leaving home
On my first day of nursery school I clung to mama and wouldn't let go. What if she doesn't fetch me, I thought. I didn't want to be left in my new school all alone! When dismissal time finally came and my mom wouldn't be in my first line of sight at the gate, I would collapse and cry myself to relief, as if wailing would magically summon her. Of ( Read more... ) -
today on twitter
today on twitter
- 16:41 my poor credit card had a bad beating today. Moving is so expensive for a neat freak with crippling foresight.
- 17:04 relieved beyond words indeed, @miabacarro. a semi-agnostic whispered a prayer for u this morning. gosh, even my faith is being restored. :p
- 17:20 finally, i received my final paycheck this morning. i clutched ( Read more... )
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today on twitter
today on twitter
- 12:40 Times like these I wish all my clothes would just fold themselves neatly with the wave of a wand. *Wingardium Leviosa!* #PackingBlues
- 14:18 instead of driving, i'm planning to take the MRT & LRT to go to aurora blvd cor gilmore ave. what do you think, @vote4gino @miguel_n? :)
- 16:03 42 out of 50 lbs down for luggage piece no ( Read more... )
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today on twitter
today on twitter
- 02:07 a while ago upon seeing my near-empty closet, @karlobrillantes broke into tears. then again when he saw my near-full suitcase. #PackingBlues
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today on twitter
today on twitter
- 02:08 Thanks for the beautiful gift, @karlobrillantes. It will really keep those cold Boston nights warm. I love you. :-*
- 02:10 Thanks to all my dear friends who came to javi's & my party! Can't believe it's the first time we did karaoke, @bwaykada @7ppl! :) love you!
- 16:42 Boy abunda looks like a gay pirate!