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Mein Leibe, Mein Schatz
Im Leben sind wir begegnen Trennungen unaussprechlicher Traurigkeit
However, those who overcome such grief who continue to live with strength and courage will be respected by their juniors as kings and queens of life.
Love all things before yourself,
Light a path for others and you will find your lantern has been lit.
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Love
"When a couple has shared joys and sorrows of life over a long period of time, a deep tie grows up between them and it can not be severed by any outside force ( Read more... ) -
Ghost along the mississippi
You know you wont be around much longer,
You know somethings very wrong with you..
FUCK YOU IVE BEEN TO COUNTLESS DOCTORS THEY SAID IM OK
But you know you aren't,
You can feel it, in every part of you, it rings death.
*Swallows pills*
That will shut you the fuck up, for now....
Where did you go conscience?.. Have I numbed you out for the last time?
No one ( Read more... ) -
This feeling.. these feelings
They rush at me all at once ( Read more... ) -
RantfuckinRant
I can't believe you even have the nerve to call me, or request via drewskee that I call you.
You never once asked how I felt,
Was I ok?
Am I scared?
Did you tell me everythings going to be alright?
No...
No...
You just call to compare scars..
You call to say that you lost one of your children and you need us near,
As if I didnt love my brother too,
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Now im leaking life faster than im leaking blood...
I opened my eyes at 7 am, my vision fogged and swallowed my Synthyroid, I lied in bed for what seemed like forever, My body kept going from one extreme to the next..I struggled to get myself dressed and ready for my Pain Managment apointment.. By the time I arrived at MD Anderson my symptoms had gotten worse..
Im not even comfortable in my own skin ( Read more... ) -
Cancer
Lately its becoming increasingly harder for me to not cry and break down ( Read more... ) -
To her.
Shes the devil in disguise,
Painting a masterpiece with all of her lies,
I was drunk on her beauty,
Blinded by myself, I let her lie,
I let her in,
Her mind captivated me but only whispered sweet deceit
Instead of love I found a prison to dwell,
The puppet of a show so grand,
The final act has come,
My strings have been cut,
My soul has bent,
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&&; so now I find myself facing my biggest fear:
Death.
To say the word, type, or read it makes my mind bend and nearly snap..
The anticipation of waiting to know if the cancer has spread is nearly killing me..
Nevermind that, nevermind death, illness, constantly being tired and not feeling well.. human.
I now see exactly what this cancer is,
Why i ( Read more... ) -
This song pretty much sums up my life currently.
Sittin' in the mornin' sun
I'll be sittin' when the evenin' come
Watching the ships roll in
And then I watch 'em roll away again, yeah
I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time
I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the 'Frisco bay
'Cause I've had nothing to live for
And look like ( Read more... )