[Fic] Chapter 11 - Nobody but you.
Title: Nobody but you.
Length: Chaptered 11/15
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, humor, fluff, some drama moments, Angst.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK, the story is pure fanmade blah blah ~
Summary: Park Yoochun's the school's king, he gets everything he wants, untill one day a shy transferstudent, Kim Junsu, comes to his school. Yoochun goes through twisted thoughts and complicated situations, finding out he couldn't just have EVERYTHING in the world.
A/N: I wrote this on request of my friend Peaches00a, she got me an idea !~ n____n
Hope it will be like you imagined!~ This chapter will be, just like Chapter 10 1/2, a main chapter, chapter 12 will be in Yoochun's POV again~.
Previous: Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 10 1/2.
Chapter 11
Junho quietly opened the door, looking upon his twin, who's shoulders quivered. It was unbearable to watch. He quickly tried to take heart and took a seat next to Junsu, clutching his arms around him. "Is it true what he said, did you really did all this?"
Loudly sobbing, Junsu pressed his face against Junho's chest, breathing heavily. "I. I .. I don't know.., I never.. never meant to do such things.."
"But.. why do they all say you did?"
"Because.. they misunderstand me.., I .. I" The heartbreaking cry went on. "I'm confused Junho.."
Junho softly patted Junsu's back, to show him he was there for him, "There there, tell me what's wrong."
"When.. When we moved here, the first I liked was Changmin, he.. he had some kind of charm... but then, I met Yoochun... I was doubting, but I choose for Changmin, because he's warm and friendly, he understood me because he was an outcast, just like me at the other schools, and Yoochun is the class president, so I thought.. I could never come near him... " Junsu took a deep breath, holding Junho's shirt between his fingers."I was about to confess to Changmin, but then Yoochun confessed to me... I couldn't believe it myself, he.. he even kissed me all of a sudden."
Junho was dazed, so much happened to his brother he didn't hear about, Junsu had changed, he was more mature then before, he would leave for school in the mornings, and come home in the afternoons without complaining, always smiling and saying he was alright, but he had hidden this secret for such a long time..
Then, Junsu told on. "But I told him I liked Changmin.. because I knew, guys like Yoochun would dump me..., when I started dating Changmin I felt confused..., everywhere I went, whatever I was thinking, there was Yoochun,.. I even couldn't stop talking about him when I was together with Changmin." Out of shame he blushed, "I was afraid to hurt Changmin,so I thought the lovers festival was a great chance to spend some time alone with him, but he came just one minute before the fireworks,.. and I had spend my day with Yoochun.."
"And that's why they think you hurted that Yoochun?"
Junsu nodded. "I think... I think I just couldn't act normally around Yoochun,.. because he was distracting me from my common senses, but in the end I was fooling all people around me, including myself.. Because I know I love Yoochun, but I don't want to hurt Changmin, he means so much to me.."
"Junsu, promise me, from now on, listen to your heart." Junho whispered. "Because in the end, you'll only fool yourself, other can forget such things, but you're that kind of person who always regrets.., be true to yourself."
"Thanks Junnie, " The tears came down his cheeks again, "I'm glad someone understands how I feel.."
"You're my brother, twins, if you're sad I can feel it.. then I'll feel sad too." He smiled, "Please stop crying, I think it's time you finally make things clear to everyone."
---
"Yunnie... I think I've been to hard on him.."
"What?" Yunho looked up from his paper, surprised. "Why now?"
Jaejoogn shrugged, "I think it was too much when I yelled at him..."
"You yelled at him, that's harsh."
"But isn't it also harsh what he did on Chunnie, I mean.. He did deserve it right?"
Yunho sighed. "Maybe it's also a bit Chun's fault."
Jajeoong threw a confused look back at him. "What are you jabbering about?"
"Look, Junsu should have his reasons, but Yoochun was just lost in his love for Junsu he totally freaked out when something went wrong, because everything had to be like he wanted it to be.. and then his envy for Changmin, the guy Junsu's dating on the moment.. it's just that I think they're both at fault, not only Junsu.. we should wait before judging after we heard Junsu's side of the story."
"I can't believe this, "Jaejoong hissed, "Junsu played Chunnie, it happened, we were both there to withness, on the festival, when Changmin arived at a crucial moment that could be the beginning of a relationship.. Don't you want Chunnie to be happy?"
"Ofcourse I want Yoochun to be happy, but imagine you're Junsu, and you've just been scolded by a much older, mature guy about something he just got into, can't you remember when you were in love for the first time, the confusing feeling you couldn't hide, I mean, try to imagine you're in his shoes..."
"I'd feel miserable and ashamed.." Jaejoong softly rubbed his temples. "I'd lock myself up in my room and wouldn't come out untill I cried all my tears out.."
"See,.. so maybe we should just give them some time to think, "
Jaejoong sighed. "You're right Yunnie.., "He took a seat opposite him and stared at Yunho with a pout,
"What's wrong?"
"I think I need a hug Yunnie."
Yunho grinned. "Come here already, " As a rocket, Jajeoong jumped up and got down on Yunho's lap, resting his head on his shoulder. "You little child."
---
Junsu had made up his mind, he would tell Changmin the truth and nothing but the truth, no more pretending.. He had called him, to ask him if he could visit him, he said he would wait for him. So Junsu putted on his jacket and left. First giving his twin a big hug. "Thanks for your helping words Junho."
"Don't worry, be strong now okay?"
He nodded, showing a little smile of confident, there was no time to be afraid of the truth now, he had taken himself into it, and now it was time to get him out. It would set him free.
The cold wind blew against his warm cheeks, he pulled his scarf untill it cover his nose, why it had to be this cold he thought.
He reached Changmin's house after 10 minutes of walking through the cold afternoon, then the nerves came to his head, what if Changmin got upset, what if he didn't understood his situation, his thoughts , the trouble he caused, what if he would yell at him just like Jaejoong did before..
With shaking hands he opened the backdoor of Changmin's house, he was waiting in the living room just like always, lounging against the black leather sofa, a book in his hands, glasses on the end of his nose to read the small letters, but when he heard the door shut he looked up, smiling at Junsu. "It's cold outside isn't it?"
Junsu nodded shyly, pulling the scarf of his nose, "I eh, Do you have a moment Minnie.."
"Sure, always." He putted the book on the table, gestured to Junsu he could sit next to him, "What's it?"
He could smell Changmin's sweet scent, the always fresh smell calmed him down a bit, "This is really important to me, and I'm deadly nervous to tell this Minnie,.."
"Relax Su, just tell me when you're ready, we've got all time."
".. Okay, I ehm, I think I have been a bit, wrong the last couple of days,,,"
"Why?"
"I think... I think I'm in love with Yoochun..." He slapped his hands before his face so he couldn't see his reaction, it was quiet., so quiet Junsu could hear Changmin's breath, then, his hands got removed,
"You really feel this way?"
Carefully, Junsu nodded, "I feel so ashamed right now, I knew you would be mad at me, I knew it, and I feel like a player, a betrayer.. "
"Su, .. Junsu!" Changmin tried to speak but Junsu kept jabbering, "Su!" He squeased his cheeks, "Listen, I'm... not mad at you, I'm just, glad you told me.."
"Yeah I thou.. What?"
Changmin sighed. "I said, I'm not mad at you, because.. I already had the feeling you did, because you talk about him constantly.."
Guilt. ".. Minnie, I'm sorry.."
"No it's okay, because.. I have to tell you something too.."
Junsu nodded.
"I'll.. I'll move away in about 2 days."
The words Changmin spoke didn't seem to make sense inside of Junsu's head, "You're... going away?"
"Yeah, I'll go study aboard."
"Study... aboard?" Junsu was just gazing at the floor, flabbergasted. "But, why?"
"Because, I want to go to study in England.." Changmin explained. "It.. was my dream for many years already, I would have gone earlier, but because.. there wasn't any possibility to go aboard for me, since my parents first didn't agree, but now, I'm older.. and they really wanted me to become a good student.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before.."
"I.. I don't know what to say.."
"It's not needed, I'm glad we've finally be true to eachother, "He putted his arms around Junsu, "I'll surely miss the wonderfull time I had together with you Junsu."
So Junsu thought about it, he finally spoke the truth about his feelings, Changmin told him his secret too, but.. he would be gone in a few days, that thoughts made him sad, he would miss Changmin, not only because he could always rely on him, he had a special place in his heart, he was his first real love.
"Be happy with Yoochun okay?"
Tears came out again, Junsu felt exhausted because of cry all the time, "I'll try.."
The End.
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Waah, A lot happened in this chapter, and I finally wrote a bit of a long chapter again.
I really REALLY hope you like the chapter, because I feel very satisfied after writing this,
I hope this won't confuse you guys, and don't hate me for sending Changmin aboard T____T,
Length: Chaptered 11/15
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, humor, fluff, some drama moments, Angst.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK, the story is pure fanmade blah blah ~
Summary: Park Yoochun's the school's king, he gets everything he wants, untill one day a shy transferstudent, Kim Junsu, comes to his school. Yoochun goes through twisted thoughts and complicated situations, finding out he couldn't just have EVERYTHING in the world.
A/N: I wrote this on request of my friend Peaches00a, she got me an idea !~ n____n
Hope it will be like you imagined!~ This chapter will be, just like Chapter 10 1/2, a main chapter, chapter 12 will be in Yoochun's POV again~.
Previous: Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 10 1/2.
Chapter 11
Junho quietly opened the door, looking upon his twin, who's shoulders quivered. It was unbearable to watch. He quickly tried to take heart and took a seat next to Junsu, clutching his arms around him. "Is it true what he said, did you really did all this?"
Loudly sobbing, Junsu pressed his face against Junho's chest, breathing heavily. "I. I .. I don't know.., I never.. never meant to do such things.."
"But.. why do they all say you did?"
"Because.. they misunderstand me.., I .. I" The heartbreaking cry went on. "I'm confused Junho.."
Junho softly patted Junsu's back, to show him he was there for him, "There there, tell me what's wrong."
"When.. When we moved here, the first I liked was Changmin, he.. he had some kind of charm... but then, I met Yoochun... I was doubting, but I choose for Changmin, because he's warm and friendly, he understood me because he was an outcast, just like me at the other schools, and Yoochun is the class president, so I thought.. I could never come near him... " Junsu took a deep breath, holding Junho's shirt between his fingers."I was about to confess to Changmin, but then Yoochun confessed to me... I couldn't believe it myself, he.. he even kissed me all of a sudden."
Junho was dazed, so much happened to his brother he didn't hear about, Junsu had changed, he was more mature then before, he would leave for school in the mornings, and come home in the afternoons without complaining, always smiling and saying he was alright, but he had hidden this secret for such a long time..
Then, Junsu told on. "But I told him I liked Changmin.. because I knew, guys like Yoochun would dump me..., when I started dating Changmin I felt confused..., everywhere I went, whatever I was thinking, there was Yoochun,.. I even couldn't stop talking about him when I was together with Changmin." Out of shame he blushed, "I was afraid to hurt Changmin,so I thought the lovers festival was a great chance to spend some time alone with him, but he came just one minute before the fireworks,.. and I had spend my day with Yoochun.."
"And that's why they think you hurted that Yoochun?"
Junsu nodded. "I think... I think I just couldn't act normally around Yoochun,.. because he was distracting me from my common senses, but in the end I was fooling all people around me, including myself.. Because I know I love Yoochun, but I don't want to hurt Changmin, he means so much to me.."
"Junsu, promise me, from now on, listen to your heart." Junho whispered. "Because in the end, you'll only fool yourself, other can forget such things, but you're that kind of person who always regrets.., be true to yourself."
"Thanks Junnie, " The tears came down his cheeks again, "I'm glad someone understands how I feel.."
"You're my brother, twins, if you're sad I can feel it.. then I'll feel sad too." He smiled, "Please stop crying, I think it's time you finally make things clear to everyone."
---
"Yunnie... I think I've been to hard on him.."
"What?" Yunho looked up from his paper, surprised. "Why now?"
Jaejoogn shrugged, "I think it was too much when I yelled at him..."
"You yelled at him, that's harsh."
"But isn't it also harsh what he did on Chunnie, I mean.. He did deserve it right?"
Yunho sighed. "Maybe it's also a bit Chun's fault."
Jajeoong threw a confused look back at him. "What are you jabbering about?"
"Look, Junsu should have his reasons, but Yoochun was just lost in his love for Junsu he totally freaked out when something went wrong, because everything had to be like he wanted it to be.. and then his envy for Changmin, the guy Junsu's dating on the moment.. it's just that I think they're both at fault, not only Junsu.. we should wait before judging after we heard Junsu's side of the story."
"I can't believe this, "Jaejoong hissed, "Junsu played Chunnie, it happened, we were both there to withness, on the festival, when Changmin arived at a crucial moment that could be the beginning of a relationship.. Don't you want Chunnie to be happy?"
"Ofcourse I want Yoochun to be happy, but imagine you're Junsu, and you've just been scolded by a much older, mature guy about something he just got into, can't you remember when you were in love for the first time, the confusing feeling you couldn't hide, I mean, try to imagine you're in his shoes..."
"I'd feel miserable and ashamed.." Jaejoong softly rubbed his temples. "I'd lock myself up in my room and wouldn't come out untill I cried all my tears out.."
"See,.. so maybe we should just give them some time to think, "
Jaejoong sighed. "You're right Yunnie.., "He took a seat opposite him and stared at Yunho with a pout,
"What's wrong?"
"I think I need a hug Yunnie."
Yunho grinned. "Come here already, " As a rocket, Jajeoong jumped up and got down on Yunho's lap, resting his head on his shoulder. "You little child."
---
Junsu had made up his mind, he would tell Changmin the truth and nothing but the truth, no more pretending.. He had called him, to ask him if he could visit him, he said he would wait for him. So Junsu putted on his jacket and left. First giving his twin a big hug. "Thanks for your helping words Junho."
"Don't worry, be strong now okay?"
He nodded, showing a little smile of confident, there was no time to be afraid of the truth now, he had taken himself into it, and now it was time to get him out. It would set him free.
The cold wind blew against his warm cheeks, he pulled his scarf untill it cover his nose, why it had to be this cold he thought.
He reached Changmin's house after 10 minutes of walking through the cold afternoon, then the nerves came to his head, what if Changmin got upset, what if he didn't understood his situation, his thoughts , the trouble he caused, what if he would yell at him just like Jaejoong did before..
With shaking hands he opened the backdoor of Changmin's house, he was waiting in the living room just like always, lounging against the black leather sofa, a book in his hands, glasses on the end of his nose to read the small letters, but when he heard the door shut he looked up, smiling at Junsu. "It's cold outside isn't it?"
Junsu nodded shyly, pulling the scarf of his nose, "I eh, Do you have a moment Minnie.."
"Sure, always." He putted the book on the table, gestured to Junsu he could sit next to him, "What's it?"
He could smell Changmin's sweet scent, the always fresh smell calmed him down a bit, "This is really important to me, and I'm deadly nervous to tell this Minnie,.."
"Relax Su, just tell me when you're ready, we've got all time."
".. Okay, I ehm, I think I have been a bit, wrong the last couple of days,,,"
"Why?"
"I think... I think I'm in love with Yoochun..." He slapped his hands before his face so he couldn't see his reaction, it was quiet., so quiet Junsu could hear Changmin's breath, then, his hands got removed,
"You really feel this way?"
Carefully, Junsu nodded, "I feel so ashamed right now, I knew you would be mad at me, I knew it, and I feel like a player, a betrayer.. "
"Su, .. Junsu!" Changmin tried to speak but Junsu kept jabbering, "Su!" He squeased his cheeks, "Listen, I'm... not mad at you, I'm just, glad you told me.."
"Yeah I thou.. What?"
Changmin sighed. "I said, I'm not mad at you, because.. I already had the feeling you did, because you talk about him constantly.."
Guilt. ".. Minnie, I'm sorry.."
"No it's okay, because.. I have to tell you something too.."
Junsu nodded.
"I'll.. I'll move away in about 2 days."
The words Changmin spoke didn't seem to make sense inside of Junsu's head, "You're... going away?"
"Yeah, I'll go study aboard."
"Study... aboard?" Junsu was just gazing at the floor, flabbergasted. "But, why?"
"Because, I want to go to study in England.." Changmin explained. "It.. was my dream for many years already, I would have gone earlier, but because.. there wasn't any possibility to go aboard for me, since my parents first didn't agree, but now, I'm older.. and they really wanted me to become a good student.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before.."
"I.. I don't know what to say.."
"It's not needed, I'm glad we've finally be true to eachother, "He putted his arms around Junsu, "I'll surely miss the wonderfull time I had together with you Junsu."
So Junsu thought about it, he finally spoke the truth about his feelings, Changmin told him his secret too, but.. he would be gone in a few days, that thoughts made him sad, he would miss Changmin, not only because he could always rely on him, he had a special place in his heart, he was his first real love.
"Be happy with Yoochun okay?"
Tears came out again, Junsu felt exhausted because of cry all the time, "I'll try.."
The End.
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Waah, A lot happened in this chapter, and I finally wrote a bit of a long chapter again.
I really REALLY hope you like the chapter, because I feel very satisfied after writing this,
I hope this won't confuse you guys, and don't hate me for sending Changmin aboard T____T,