[Fic] Chapter 4 - Nobody but you.
Title: Nobody but you.
Length: Chaptered 2/15
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, humor, fluff, some drama moments, Angst.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK, the story is pure fanmade blah blah ~
Summary: Park Yoochun's the school's king, he gets everything he wants, untill one day a shy transferstudent, Kim Junsu, comes to his school. Yoochun goes through twisted thoughts and complicated situations, finding out he couldn't just have EVERYTHING in the world.
A/N: I wrote this on request of my friend Peaches00a, she got me an idea !~ n____n
Hope it will be like you imagined!~ It's written in Yoochun's point of view.
Previous: Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter 2, Chapter 3.
Chapter 4
Friday, the day just before the weekends, people making plans how to spend their 2 free days, I was curious what I'd do, nothing much I thought, untill Yunho called out to me.
"Yoochun, want to go to the pub with me tonight?"
"Maybe, I may have other plans.."
He pouted like he always did. "But last time you already didn't you us, c'mon it'll be fun!"
I sighed. "Okay, but I can't promise to stay long..."
"I knew you would come. "He laughed. "I'll pick you up at 8."
That deal was settled.
Today, I could simply pay attention to the classroom teacher, because Junsu wasn't there, I made some notes for the midterms, thinking of why Junsu wasn't here, sick maybe...
Without him, I could fully concentrate, it was strange, that his presence had some much impact...
The time flew by, untill lunch break, when I had a word with Yunho. We got us some spot, far away from the other students, to talk quietly without others disturbing us.
"You changed so much in such a short time, what's on you mind?"
"Nothing."
He sighed, "I've been your best friends since dipers Chun, I can feel when something's bothering you,"
"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." I tried to break the conversation, although I didn't him to worry.
"You're keeping something secret, you know you can always tell me everything, don't be ashamed."
"I'm not ashamed, " I raised my voice, "And if there was something wrong I should have told you already.."
"I don't think so, see, you're such a complexed mind, you habe to know that, if there's anything wrong, come to me, okay?" He placed his hand on my shoulder."Is your brother alright?"
I shrugged."As you know, he still doesn't talk to me.., he just, ignores me. "
"He can't ignore you forever.. Maybe you should talk to him."
"No use, he'll just walk away before I even can greet him, or stop him, but I do want to make up to him, before it might be.. too late or something... I couldn't bear to see him go before I even could apologize.." I felt weird, I never thought I'd ever say such things, my brothers illness wasn't a subject I'd talk about, normally. But somehow I felt really comfortable around Yunho, maybe because his father also died of an illness after he was born, he had never known his father...
"I think he just needs some time to cool down, I'm sure he'll forgive you soon enough. "
I sighed."I hope you're right, I see him weakening, the spark that used to twinkle into his eyes is slowly fading..." I gazed right into his eyes, letting the emotions floating out of me. "I don't know how long he's still with us, but I do know that time's running out slowly."
"Yoochun, you seem so strong, but I know you're not always like that.."
"Hmm no..."
He patted my shoulder. "Don't worry, Yoohwan's strong, he'll make it."
I released a little smile, thanking him for his kind words, maybe.. Yunho would understand about my feelings for Junsu... I doubted to try, "Yunho, I think there is something I have to tell you.."
"There is eh, well, don't hesitate."
"That boy, Junsu.." I felt my hands shaking, but there was no time to give in to the fear I felt. ".. there's something charming about him..."
"He looks nice."
"I don't mean it like that... "
Yunho stared at me, thinking of my words slowly, trying to find the meaning behind them, ".. How do you mean... I don't get it."
I sighed, trying to tell myself it'd be fine, that Yunho would understand, "I mean.., I think I fell in love with that kid."
Silence, his gaze piercing right through me, with an undefined look on his face, inside my mind, I scold myself for what I had said, stupid, stupid action.
His hand slipped from my shoulder. "You must have a hard time now..."
"Kind of ..."
"Hey, don't worry, I'm glad you told me." Yunho spoke calmly, "You're really brave, Yoochun."
"I'm not brave, in fact, I'm the coward."
--
From that moment on, Yunho had been by my side, like a real friend. In my heart I thanked him gratefully, but couldn't thank him with words, only a little smile on my face, free of doubts my best friend would leave.
Knowing he would understand me, help me, that comforted me.
I got home, got to my room without greeting my family, not telling I'd be gone that night, of to the pub with Yunho. They wouldn't even care.
Everything that did matter, was Yoohwans health, my mothers obsession, I wasn't upset about it, but it would have made me very lonely at when I was younger. I grew mature now.
I could handle things myself.
8 o'clock, I sneaked out of the front door, approaching Yunho who waited in front of the house. "Ready to go?"
I nodded, the dimmed lights made it hard to look at his expression, but I was glad we walked on in silence, untill we reached the pub.
"Yoochun, before we go in, I wanted to say something." I told.
"What's it?"
"You'll get to meet someone tonight, please be nice on him, okay?"
"Hmm, Yeah I'll try."
Yunho snickered, "Alright then, I suppose that's your way of saying, 'Ofcourse Yunho, I'll be glad to meet someone new!'?"
"Sort of, I think." I snorted. "Let's go in already."
The pub was loaded, there were only a few narrow spaces between the people, to get through, but at last, we reached a table at the end of the room, somewhere was sitting across the table, a guy, blond, very feminine face, he smiled when he saw us nearing. "Ah, you found me!"
Yunho Laughed. "Wasn't hard to find, not since you said you'd sit here." He sat down next to him, smiling. "I want you to meet my friend, Park Yoochun,"
The guy looked surprised. "Oh, Park Yoochun, Yunho told me a lot about you!" He smiled. "Nice to meet you, I'm Kim Jaejoong." He reached his hand out to me, I accepted and sat down on the other side of the table. Facing Jaejoong.
"Same, accept for the fact Yunho didn't tell me anything about you." I glared at Yunho, who chuckled. "Didn't knew Yunho had more friends outside school."
"Long story, " Jaejoong answered, tapping his fingertips on the table, "Our parents were business partners once."
"I see."
For some reason, that Jaejoong, made me feel akward, just the way he talked.. this kid wasn't really normal,
"Let's order something to drink!" Yunho insised.
We ended up, drinking too much, my head spinned, my sight blurred, not able to move properly. Then I just mentioned Yunho and Jaejoong had disappeared, I could swear they had been there just a few seconds ago, but I could also just imagined it.
Although I doubted that.
And they left me with the bill.
Hissing towards the barkeeper I left the pub, wiggling from the other side of the pavement to the other, humming a strange, selfcomposed melody that didn't even made sense.
I didn't even know where I was going to, where I wannted to go. The world was only one big blurr.
I saw my own reflection in a shopwindow, looking at my pathetic shape, my head down, my feet dragging me forward.
It was quite funny though, seeing how pathetic I looked when I'm drunk, but I knew something bad would come after the fun, a hangover, a BIG hangover.
It took me ages to move a few meters, carefull to keep me from tripping over loose bricks and other stuff, instead, I rushed over someone, falling onto of the person, releasing a gasp of fatigue.
"E...Excuse me~"
I looked down at the person I just tackled, I could scold at myself, it was Junsu.
"J..Junsuu~" I nagged, "I'm sooooo~ Happy to see you Suuu~"
He looked shocked, trying to get me of him. "Yoochun, what's wrong with you?" He .. smelled my breath. "Have you been drinking?"
"Only a bit~" I snorted. "Suuuuu~ Why didn't you came to school today, I missed you~."
Junsu blushed. "Oh no, You really are drunk!" He helped me back on my feet. "I err.. I'll take you home."
"Thank you Susu~ " Nagging, he carried me forward.
Deep in my heart I was ashamed of my behaviour, he should have been really troubled, but at least he managed to get me home without me making a fool out of myself. "Well, this is your home right?"
"Oh Suu~ Thank you sooo much!~" I wiggled to him, putted my arms around him, hugging him. For a moment, I thought by myself, 'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?', but I erased that thought.
"Ehh, Yoochun, you have to go inside now." His voice trembled.
"I don't want to~"
He smiled, "You better should.., I'll.. see you on monday. " One little, shy wave and he left into the dark.
I dashed against the front door, looking for the key deep in my pocket, frustrating!
But I got in afterall. Landing on my bed with a soft thud, sleeping almost immidiatly.
Then, the door slammed open, my mother rushed in with her gown on, "Park Yoochun, where have you been, it's 3 o'clock in the morning!"
"Mom~ Not now ~"
"Do I smell alcohol?! " She said furious. "You've been drinking, after all the times I told you not to, do you even listen...." The voice slowly faded away, I closed my eyes and dreamt, dreamt about ...
End.
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AT LAST, A longer chapter!~ n________n I'm so happy now!.
But it has gotten very late, so I should go to sleep now.
*waiting for the cake 8'D*
Hope you liked it n______n,<3 Thanks all for your support untill this very moment ~
Length: Chaptered 2/15
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Themes: Romance, humor, fluff, some drama moments, Angst.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK, the story is pure fanmade blah blah ~
Summary: Park Yoochun's the school's king, he gets everything he wants, untill one day a shy transferstudent, Kim Junsu, comes to his school. Yoochun goes through twisted thoughts and complicated situations, finding out he couldn't just have EVERYTHING in the world.
A/N: I wrote this on request of my friend Peaches00a, she got me an idea !~ n____n
Hope it will be like you imagined!~ It's written in Yoochun's point of view.
Previous: Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter 2, Chapter 3.
Chapter 4
Friday, the day just before the weekends, people making plans how to spend their 2 free days, I was curious what I'd do, nothing much I thought, untill Yunho called out to me.
"Yoochun, want to go to the pub with me tonight?"
"Maybe, I may have other plans.."
He pouted like he always did. "But last time you already didn't you us, c'mon it'll be fun!"
I sighed. "Okay, but I can't promise to stay long..."
"I knew you would come. "He laughed. "I'll pick you up at 8."
That deal was settled.
Today, I could simply pay attention to the classroom teacher, because Junsu wasn't there, I made some notes for the midterms, thinking of why Junsu wasn't here, sick maybe...
Without him, I could fully concentrate, it was strange, that his presence had some much impact...
The time flew by, untill lunch break, when I had a word with Yunho. We got us some spot, far away from the other students, to talk quietly without others disturbing us.
"You changed so much in such a short time, what's on you mind?"
"Nothing."
He sighed, "I've been your best friends since dipers Chun, I can feel when something's bothering you,"
"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." I tried to break the conversation, although I didn't him to worry.
"You're keeping something secret, you know you can always tell me everything, don't be ashamed."
"I'm not ashamed, " I raised my voice, "And if there was something wrong I should have told you already.."
"I don't think so, see, you're such a complexed mind, you habe to know that, if there's anything wrong, come to me, okay?" He placed his hand on my shoulder."Is your brother alright?"
I shrugged."As you know, he still doesn't talk to me.., he just, ignores me. "
"He can't ignore you forever.. Maybe you should talk to him."
"No use, he'll just walk away before I even can greet him, or stop him, but I do want to make up to him, before it might be.. too late or something... I couldn't bear to see him go before I even could apologize.." I felt weird, I never thought I'd ever say such things, my brothers illness wasn't a subject I'd talk about, normally. But somehow I felt really comfortable around Yunho, maybe because his father also died of an illness after he was born, he had never known his father...
"I think he just needs some time to cool down, I'm sure he'll forgive you soon enough. "
I sighed."I hope you're right, I see him weakening, the spark that used to twinkle into his eyes is slowly fading..." I gazed right into his eyes, letting the emotions floating out of me. "I don't know how long he's still with us, but I do know that time's running out slowly."
"Yoochun, you seem so strong, but I know you're not always like that.."
"Hmm no..."
He patted my shoulder. "Don't worry, Yoohwan's strong, he'll make it."
I released a little smile, thanking him for his kind words, maybe.. Yunho would understand about my feelings for Junsu... I doubted to try, "Yunho, I think there is something I have to tell you.."
"There is eh, well, don't hesitate."
"That boy, Junsu.." I felt my hands shaking, but there was no time to give in to the fear I felt. ".. there's something charming about him..."
"He looks nice."
"I don't mean it like that... "
Yunho stared at me, thinking of my words slowly, trying to find the meaning behind them, ".. How do you mean... I don't get it."
I sighed, trying to tell myself it'd be fine, that Yunho would understand, "I mean.., I think I fell in love with that kid."
Silence, his gaze piercing right through me, with an undefined look on his face, inside my mind, I scold myself for what I had said, stupid, stupid action.
His hand slipped from my shoulder. "You must have a hard time now..."
"Kind of ..."
"Hey, don't worry, I'm glad you told me." Yunho spoke calmly, "You're really brave, Yoochun."
"I'm not brave, in fact, I'm the coward."
--
From that moment on, Yunho had been by my side, like a real friend. In my heart I thanked him gratefully, but couldn't thank him with words, only a little smile on my face, free of doubts my best friend would leave.
Knowing he would understand me, help me, that comforted me.
I got home, got to my room without greeting my family, not telling I'd be gone that night, of to the pub with Yunho. They wouldn't even care.
Everything that did matter, was Yoohwans health, my mothers obsession, I wasn't upset about it, but it would have made me very lonely at when I was younger. I grew mature now.
I could handle things myself.
8 o'clock, I sneaked out of the front door, approaching Yunho who waited in front of the house. "Ready to go?"
I nodded, the dimmed lights made it hard to look at his expression, but I was glad we walked on in silence, untill we reached the pub.
"Yoochun, before we go in, I wanted to say something." I told.
"What's it?"
"You'll get to meet someone tonight, please be nice on him, okay?"
"Hmm, Yeah I'll try."
Yunho snickered, "Alright then, I suppose that's your way of saying, 'Ofcourse Yunho, I'll be glad to meet someone new!'?"
"Sort of, I think." I snorted. "Let's go in already."
The pub was loaded, there were only a few narrow spaces between the people, to get through, but at last, we reached a table at the end of the room, somewhere was sitting across the table, a guy, blond, very feminine face, he smiled when he saw us nearing. "Ah, you found me!"
Yunho Laughed. "Wasn't hard to find, not since you said you'd sit here." He sat down next to him, smiling. "I want you to meet my friend, Park Yoochun,"
The guy looked surprised. "Oh, Park Yoochun, Yunho told me a lot about you!" He smiled. "Nice to meet you, I'm Kim Jaejoong." He reached his hand out to me, I accepted and sat down on the other side of the table. Facing Jaejoong.
"Same, accept for the fact Yunho didn't tell me anything about you." I glared at Yunho, who chuckled. "Didn't knew Yunho had more friends outside school."
"Long story, " Jaejoong answered, tapping his fingertips on the table, "Our parents were business partners once."
"I see."
For some reason, that Jaejoong, made me feel akward, just the way he talked.. this kid wasn't really normal,
"Let's order something to drink!" Yunho insised.
We ended up, drinking too much, my head spinned, my sight blurred, not able to move properly. Then I just mentioned Yunho and Jaejoong had disappeared, I could swear they had been there just a few seconds ago, but I could also just imagined it.
Although I doubted that.
And they left me with the bill.
Hissing towards the barkeeper I left the pub, wiggling from the other side of the pavement to the other, humming a strange, selfcomposed melody that didn't even made sense.
I didn't even know where I was going to, where I wannted to go. The world was only one big blurr.
I saw my own reflection in a shopwindow, looking at my pathetic shape, my head down, my feet dragging me forward.
It was quite funny though, seeing how pathetic I looked when I'm drunk, but I knew something bad would come after the fun, a hangover, a BIG hangover.
It took me ages to move a few meters, carefull to keep me from tripping over loose bricks and other stuff, instead, I rushed over someone, falling onto of the person, releasing a gasp of fatigue.
"E...Excuse me~"
I looked down at the person I just tackled, I could scold at myself, it was Junsu.
"J..Junsuu~" I nagged, "I'm sooooo~ Happy to see you Suuu~"
He looked shocked, trying to get me of him. "Yoochun, what's wrong with you?" He .. smelled my breath. "Have you been drinking?"
"Only a bit~" I snorted. "Suuuuu~ Why didn't you came to school today, I missed you~."
Junsu blushed. "Oh no, You really are drunk!" He helped me back on my feet. "I err.. I'll take you home."
"Thank you Susu~ " Nagging, he carried me forward.
Deep in my heart I was ashamed of my behaviour, he should have been really troubled, but at least he managed to get me home without me making a fool out of myself. "Well, this is your home right?"
"Oh Suu~ Thank you sooo much!~" I wiggled to him, putted my arms around him, hugging him. For a moment, I thought by myself, 'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?', but I erased that thought.
"Ehh, Yoochun, you have to go inside now." His voice trembled.
"I don't want to~"
He smiled, "You better should.., I'll.. see you on monday. " One little, shy wave and he left into the dark.
I dashed against the front door, looking for the key deep in my pocket, frustrating!
But I got in afterall. Landing on my bed with a soft thud, sleeping almost immidiatly.
Then, the door slammed open, my mother rushed in with her gown on, "Park Yoochun, where have you been, it's 3 o'clock in the morning!"
"Mom~ Not now ~"
"Do I smell alcohol?! " She said furious. "You've been drinking, after all the times I told you not to, do you even listen...." The voice slowly faded away, I closed my eyes and dreamt, dreamt about ...
End.
________________________________________________________________________________________
AT LAST, A longer chapter!~ n________n I'm so happy now!.
But it has gotten very late, so I should go to sleep now.
*waiting for the cake 8'D*
Hope you liked it n______n,<3 Thanks all for your support untill this very moment ~