Title: Two of Hearts
Length: 4/6
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13 to NC17 (Locked in 72 hours)
Pairings: Yunjae (main), Yunchun (side)
Themes: Drama, Romance, smut.
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters, they're all fictional. Also I do not own the plot&texts, it's from the manga made by Kano Miyamoto (
info about the manga).
Summary: Jung Yunho, a frustrated writer for a magazine, is constantly puzzling his editors with his lack of motivation. His quiet, solitary life is spent in a house away from the city. However his outlook changes drastically when he sees a shy, troubled young man undressing on the beach. Their lives become intertwined in unforeseen ways. A passionate and unusual relationship develops that will ultimately be beneficial for the both of them.
A/N: This chapter was so damn long I needed to post it
Delicated to
That crazy perv ♥
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03. The next morning Yunho woke up early, ideas for a new novel kept haunting his dreams, he had to put them on paper! He kept working on it the whole morning, his mind was so full of ideas, so many... so many ideas, and so little time. The pen kept on scribbling his thoughts on the paper, a slight smile on his face when he wrote on.
"Yunho?"
"Hmmm.?"
Jaejoong peeped his head around the corner of the doorframe, he blushed when Yunho looked back at him over his shoulder. "Ah, I'm sorry." He squeaked. "Are you working?"
"It's fine, what's up?"
"Well.. it's nearly noon, what would you like for lunch?"
"Ah.." Yunho scratched the back of his head, he totally lost his awareness of time. "Sorry, let me finish this first." Guilty he turned around to his papers. "You go ahead."
"Nah, I want to eat with you."
"Is that so?" Yunho asked amused, Jaejoong nodded shyly. "Then give me a few minutes."
"I'll go wait outside..." Jaejoong said cautiously, he headed for the door until Yunho called him back.
"Jaejoong." Yunho smiled, his hand gestured him to come closer. "Come over here." He grabbed Jaejoong's waist and pulled him into his lap. "Come sit right here."
The teenager squeaked as he got onto Yunho's lap, but when Yunho wrapped his arm around him and snuggled his cheek against his face, it felt good, his eyes flashed of to the laptop in front of them. "What are you working on?"
"This? Right now it's feeling like it's about a working-class author." Yunho explained him, rubbing his thumb on Jaejoong's shoulder.
"Ah." Jaejoong nodded interested, he stared at the notes. "And this?" He pointed at them.
"Err.. Well." Yunho said nervously. "Just Miscelaneous thoughts, hmmm?"
"For a novel?"
Yunho thoughtfully rubbed this nose. "Hmm Maybe.."
"Ooooh! I want to read your novel! 'A guy from a magazine'...." Then he turned his head to a troubled Yunho, he blushed, the manuscript still in his hands. "Ah! So-sorry, I was reading out loud!"
"No, it's alright, was it enjoyable?"
"Ye-Yeah.. A little confusing, but good."
"... How so?" Yunho asked curiously.
"Hmm.. The husband has decorated his room with a garden of Camilla flowers... He's the one who arranges those flowers in a glass?"
"..Yeah."
"This way... it feels like a beautiful scene of a movie." Jaejoong whispered when he brushed his fingers on Yunho's hand. "It reminded me... How truly brilliant you are..."
Yunho raised his eyebrows, did he believe what he just heard? "What?"
"Well, the colour of the flowers appears so vividly in my mind.." Jaejoong continued, his voice was soft and sweet, just the way Yunho liked it to be. "You're brilliant for being able to write such a beautiful discription..." He sighed at the image. "I hope one day in the future.... I'll be able to create something like that too..."
Yunho stared at Jaejoong, it seemed like his mind was in a far off place, a far off place filled with those Camilla flowers. He felt praised yet ashamed..
"I'd like to read more. " Jaejoong smiled when he returned the manuscript on the table. "After you're done with this, could I read it?" He turned his head to Yunho. "Yunho?" Yunho's face was somehow troubled, like he wasn't feeling well. "Yunho, what's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"
Quickly he tried to recover himself. "Nah, It's nothing, sorry!"
It's always been this way...
Yunho wrapped his arms around Jaejoong and hugged him tightly.
I've forgotten that.... The way in which I build up a story.
"Yunho.... What's wrong? Hey..."
Has the ability to please someone else...
And also.... to change my own feelings as well..
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"Ah Yoochun, it's me, Are you free to talk right now?" ... "About the literature prize we talked about... yeah, do we still have time for it?"
"Ah, I understand.. It's great you're finally writing again... bye." Yoochun sighed as he pressed the red button of his phone, He massaged his temples slowly, this head ache had been pestering him the whole morning already, he couldn't keep his head with his work. Too much thoughts spooked around.
"Yoochun, what did Yunho say?" Junsu asked Yoochun as he passed his desk.
".. He's going to write a novel again."
Junsu smiled. "Really, that's great, Good work Yoochun!"
Yoochun simply nodded and turned his head back to the mountain of paperworks on his desk. His boss spotted a confused look on the man's face.
"But why... Did something happen?"
A faint smile appeared on Yoochun's face."... Something happened..."
"What?"
"Who knows..."
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That night Yunho was making the bed, Jaejoong watched him from a distance, already in his pyjamas. He yawened loudly when Yunho turn his head, his face in a pout. "Are we sleeping separately again?"
"..Yes."
"Don't be so cautious." Yunho said kindly. "I won't do anything."
Jaejoong blushed as Yunho pulled him onto the bed. "Y-You're lying!"
"Okay...Maybe I'll just do a little..."
"I-I'm going to bed now..."
Yunho laughed. "Okay , Okay, Just one kiss.., come here." He said when he cupped Jaejoong's face with his hands and kissed his cheek softly. "Jaejoong.."
Jaejoong lifted his head and stared into Yunho's eyes. "Yes.."
"I'd like to ask you something." Yunho said, suddenly serious. "What about your school?" He takes Jaejoong's hands and tangles them up with his. "Are you still studying, in high school?"
Jaejoong sighed. "Yes..."
"We don't have totalk about it if you don't want to."
"It's fine, I've always been bullied as far I can remember. " Jaejoong closed his eyes. "So I just don't like going to school..."
"Bullying..." Yunho hummed thoughtful. "I'm sure there was a lot less of that in high school."
"Yeah mabye, but I'm just worried..."
Yunho stared at Jaejoong, then ruffled throught he younger's hair. "Well, let's forget it shall we!" He laughed. "Still, it's better if you finish high school. "He told as he took Jaejoong's hands again, kissing every single digit. "When you reach my age you wouldn't have the heart to study anymore."
Jaejoong nodded. "Okay.. It's not that I hate studying, but I don't have the courage to go to class."
"You feel like there's a large barrier.."
"Yeah.." Then he lifted his head to Yunho and smiled faintly. "But Yunho has begun to write a novel too, I should work harder.. And about my mother.. " His expression was determined. "And school too.."
Jaejoong's expression is beginning to change....
".. It's a good start, just do it slowly."
"Yeah.."
"But if you're going back to school, I won't be able to see you..." Yunho sighed.
Jaejoong giggled nervously, not really knowing how to react on him, but after a few seconds Yunho started to talk again.
"Go to be, I'm going out tomorrow so please look after the house for me."
"Okay... Well, Good night."
He's different from the Jaejoong I met this summer.
Yunho said a soft good night and he clanked the door shut.
Is youth so malleable? Where does that leave me?
Right now... How do I look now?
The next morning Yunho woke up early, he had to go to a meeting to discuss the ideas he has for his new book, but eventhough he woke up 2 hours before he had to leave he still managed to get himself in a hurry. "Jaejoong!"
Jaejoong was just making his bed, just awake. "Yeah?"
Yunho walked to the front door, opening the front door. "I'll be late, remember to lock the door!"
"I will." Jaejoong nodded while he took some of the dirty laundry out of the basket. He waited until he heard the door close, immediately he felt lonely. "Let's do the laundry.." He said to himself as he took of with a handful of clothes and sheets to the scullery. The washing machine made a lot of noise, so many noise that Jaejoong didn't hear Yunho's mobile phone ringing on the coffee table.
Meanwhile when Yunho was on the train he noticed he forgot to take his phone with him, he cursed silently. "Ah damn, forgot my phone..."
After Jaejoong finished the laundry and hung all the clothes on the line to dry, he sat on the patio around Yunho's house, together with Moo the cat. He patted the little head of the pet and sighed. "I wish he'd come back soon..."
An hour Yoochun got out of his car, parked in front of Yunho's house, he stared at the front door, it looked like it was open, was Yunho home? He approached the door and walked in. "Yunho?" No answer. "The door wasn't locked... hey?" He walked to the living room, his eyes grew wide when he saw Jaejoong lying on the couch together with the cat, both were sound asleep, until they heard Yoochun's footsteps coming closer, Jaejoong nudged as he opened his eyes.
"Ah!" He said shocked, his cheeks turned red. "Ah, Yoochun..."
"Where's Yunho?"
"H-He... went to Seoul for materials." Jaejoong answered cautiously.
"Ah.. When is he returning?"
"He said he would be late."
Yoochun nodded, a little annoyed. "Ah, .. Do you stay here?"
Moo jumped off from the couch and ran off to the kitchen, leaving Jaejoong and Yoochun alone in the living room. "Yes, it's just a temporary arrangement."
"Is he... writing the novel?"
Jaejoong got up from the couch too, to go get some tea for the both of them, he knew he could better keep being friendly to Yoochun. "Yes, he did say so."
"Hmmm."
"I'll make tea."
"Thanks." He sighed, a lot thought haunted his head, for example, why did Yunho keep letting that brat stay with him? When Jaejoong came back he glared at him. "... Your name is Jaejoong?"
"Yes..."
Yoochun's hands balled up to fists. "...What the hell is Yunho thinking.."
Jaejoong putted the tray with the cups of tea on the table and stared at Yoochun. "What..."
"Have you slept with him before?"
"Huh?! No uhm.. we aren't..."
"I'm guessing you arleady know about him..." Yoochun continued. "We're both gay.."
Jaejoong was getting more nervous with the minute, he covered his mouth with his right hand. "Yes... I heard..."
"I see.. well." Yoochun reached his hand out to Jaejoong's face. "He likes long hair... and smooth skin."
With a fast movement Jaejoong swatted the man's hand away. His face full of fear. "NO!"
".. What's wrong?"
".. Ah.. I'm s-sorry uhm..."
"Ah, you're a hypochondriac?" Yoochun said surprised, a smirk appeared on the man's face, then he grabbed Jaejoong's arm, tightly. "Then.. How the hell do you guys do it?"
Jaejoong flinched in fear. "No... Don't touch me!"
"Shut up. " Yoochun hissed. He pushed Jaejoong back against the wall, tilting his head closer to his face. "You want to know why I'm asking? He's just curious about you, don't get to serious with him." He moved closer to the teenager, their lips almost touched. "Unless... You like men too."
"St-Stop it!" Jaejoong said when he slapped his hand against Yoochun's cheek.
"That hurts..." Yoochun said furious, Jaejoong tried to get away but he quickly grabbed the boy's wrists tightly and swung him back against the wall. "Wait!" Jaejoong thudded against the wall, slid to the ground. "I'm losing my patience." Yoochun curved over Jaejoong once again. "You're an eyesore." His hands got at the elastic band of Jaejoong's jeans, tugging them down.
"Don't!" Jaejoong sqeaked in fear. "No, Stop it! Y-Yoochun!"
"This is a crucial period for him." Yoochun said when he brought his finger into Jaejoong's tight entrance. "You'll distract him!"
When the second digit got inside the heat Jaejoong screamed, out of pain and fear. Sweat dropped from Jaejoong's forehead, mixed up with his tears. "Stop it! Stop it! Please stop it!"
"What?" Yoochun said frowning. "Haven't you done it with him many times?" He said when he pulled his fingers out. "Why are you screaming?"
"It hurts! No, don't do this..."
"What?"
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry!" Jaejoong sobbed loudly, his tears dropped from his cheeks to the ground. "Please, I'm begging you, stop..."
Yoochun suddenly turned his head when he heard the door click open. "I'm home.." Slowly he moved off the teenager's body. Jaejoong tried to dry his tears, but his hands were shaking. He lifted his head to the familiar voice, the voice he wanted to hear. "Sorry Sorry, I know I'm late... Jaejoong?"
Then Yunho finally entered the living room, his eyes grew wide when he saw a crying Jaejoong approaching him, wrapping his arms around the man's neck and loudly sobbed his name. "Yunho!" He couldn't understand what was going on, then he saw Yoochun standing up from the floor.
"Yoochun... What are you.." He stopped, suddenly he knew what happened, how else could Jaejoong be in such a state. Jaejoong still sobbed against his chest, tightly grabbing the sleeves of his shirt. "Jaejoong... " He lifted his head to where Yoochun was standing. "Yoochun you... Son of a bitch!" He approached the editor and swung his fist at him, punching him against the cheek. Yoochun thudded back against the wall, falling to the ground.
Yunho was ready to swing another punch, or if needed a kick or something, but Jaejoong stopped him, wrapping his arms around his chest. "Don't!" He screamed.
"Jaejoong?"
"Please! Just stop it, it's my fault!" He sobbed against his Yunho's back, the fabric absorbed his teas. "It's my fault... I'm distracting you, that's why he.... that's why..."
"It's all my fault!"
Slowly Yoochun got up from the floor, touching his bruised cheeks with his fingers, it hurted.. His face was emotionless, but nevertheless, his heart ached. How could he do this... Quickly he grabbed his bag and jacket, ready to leave. "I'm leaving." He said when he reached for the front door, passing Yunho and Jaejoong on the way. "I didn't do anything."
But Yunho wasn't planning to let him leave that easily. "YOU!"
Jaejoong stopped him again before he could hit Yoochun again. "Don't!"
When Yunho turned his head to see Jaejoong, who hid his face against his back, he had seen already too much for the past few days...
Yoochun looked over his shoulder at them, one last time before he'd leave. "Goodbye." The door slammed shut and Yunho and Jaejoong were alone again.
Yunho turned around to Jaejoong, his face was wet with tears. "Are you alright?"
Jaejoong nodded, drying his eyes. "Yes..."
"..You're trembling all over, don't force it." Yunho said worried when he hugged the scared teenager tightly. "I'm sorry.. I haven't been clear with him, that's why he..." He bit on his lip, this wasn't Jaejoong's fault, it would never be Jaejoong's fault, if he had been true to Yoochun in the first place. "I'll talk to him, I'll explain to him, about Jaejoong." They moved to the couch, Jaejoong onto Yunho's lap. "I won't let this happen again." He cupped Jaejoong's wet cheeks, the boy looked so scared, confused. "Are you sure he didn't do anything to you?"
Jaejoong nodded. ".. It's nothing...I think, he like Yunho too." Tears were still rolling down from his eyes, he didn't know what to do. "Is it alright with Yunho, that I'm staying here?" He continued sobbing. "He said... that I'm just... I'm just a distraction to Yunho..."
"No.." Yunho shook his head in disagreement. "He knows it too, the only reason why I can write again is because of you, I told you that before, haven't I?" As Jaejoong nodded he cupped his face in his hands, moving closer so that their foreheads touched. "I can't lose you..."
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Aish really, I finished this... and when I wanted to post it I clicked a stupid ad on LJ per accident... I was furious *____* rehw8o423 But yeah, now I finally got it XD and I'm not going to make such a stupid action again, no way!
When I was writing this, I was listen to 2 songs in general, first was Care from Akanishi Jin (unni will love me for that XD) and the second was Mot's Love song from the movie Some, I really love that last song *___* it's a bit, weird.. But I love Indie. Hmmm. Maybe I'll watch the movie once.
Okay, on to the next update n____n I hope you still like it!