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Letter to the Past
Dear 16-year-old self ( Read more... ) -
Secret:
I don't like how you spin the same facts different ways in different conversations. It makes me trust you less,k and right now I need to be able to trust you. I'm scared. Please help me? -
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I'm so scared ( Read more... ) -
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she feels the rope as sinews
around her neck, her stress
knotting, combining into the
form of her undoing.
[his fingers wrap around hers
as he forces their eyes to meet
and, from his racing heart,
pleads, "don't go, don't go"]
you are the reason i'm alive -
Letter to the Unwise
Why do I let you get to me? You spread lies to everyone you talk to. Everything you say about me, I could easily say about you. Please stop. The only reason I still mention you once in a while is because you're still so obsessed with me! And I really wish you would just leave me alone so I could move on with my life! I don't give a fuck about you. ( Read more... ) -
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Finally, the clouds are separating, so I can see little shapes of blue.
Tired. Frustrated.
Just want a week off.
Last week of summer classes.
Don't want to study. Just want to sleep.
Or get tattoos. Still on the high from my second one.
So much for writing. All I want to write is storybooks, but no one's open.
Blaaaaahfdjskal;.
I miss -
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I have so many scenes stuck in my head, but as soon as they come out on paper, they seem trite, bland. Very frustrating.
I'll be joining a gym in the fall. Maybe that will help.
I'm going to try to write anyway. Best way to get over writer's block. -
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I almost started typing "I feel bipolar," then realized that doesn't come off the right way anymore, as I truly am bipolar. Hah ( Read more... ) -
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*sigh ( Read more... )