ok so things are rather crazy trying to get everything in order to move... date has changed tho.. but we'll be down in bakersfield before the end of the month.... i had to miss figtert practice today cuz i had to work for my daddy... not like thats a bad thing since hes fronting a shit ton of money for me to do this whole move thing.. so mundane ( Read more... )

My Inner Hero - Warrior!


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so i'm moving at the end of this month... i'm going to bakersfield... good job and the horsemen will be going too.. pretty much following alexander down there ... so i guess i will need to say goodbye to only a couple of you.. like cyberman0 and monkey.. but i'll still be posting here.... so its been swell.. but the swellings gone down now.. call ( Read more... )

so i had my first date in a really long time last night... a really long time.... omg i had such a good time... he was soooo good looking and such a gentleman and everything was great.... man i hella wanted a kiss... but i held off as did he ... you know nothing on the first date... but wow i had a really good time... i didn't want it to end i can' ( Read more... )

oooooh mgaod drugged out dreams are WIERD.... tooo much darvocet make dreams go freaky

reaching inside ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do anymore. i have soo much fucking hate in me right now its bordering on insane.. and i don't have any clue who to talk to or who i can talk to about it.. other than to just rant to myself and wish there was some form of escape... worst of all is the hate i feel about myself. i have failed in so many ways its fucking pathetic ( Read more... )