Fuck.

Once in a lifetime sort of situation is only supposed to happen once. Yet, here I am, reliving history.

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It's been just over 12 years since I've updated. Truth be told, I wasn't even aware this journal still existed up until just a few months ago. Random email from LJ and suddenly I have a look at a past I never thought I'd see again.

As it happens, I find myself in need of a place to get my thoughts out. Without the many eyes that come across my other ( Read more... )

So, Steffany has made official contact with me again. I'm so nervous and excited right now. Us communicating means there's a chance that I'm going to get to see Jacquelyn again. It could also mean the opposite and we'll get into a huge fight over it again and stop speaking for two years or something...Again ( Read more... )

Shit, haven't updated in while. Not that it matters, I think most if not all my LJ friends are on Facebook too.

Uh, so I'm working an ass-ton now. All the time, in fact. I'm also an official closer, and hopefully by next month, I'll be a Crew Trainer as well. I'm happy, my wallet is full, and I'm saving money for a car and school.

Go me.

Note to self: Finish SOCs so you can get your official promotion.

Also, hit that shit. Cause she's awesome.

Love is not the force that holds us together, but rather the force that pushes us apart.

I am utterly convinced that there is not a single female in the world that has a lick of sanity about them. I'm so angry at women right now that I could go gay if I knew I was cool with penises. But, I'm totally not.

FUCK YOU WOMEN. FUCK YOU.

Well. I guess it was only a matter of time before she saw what a burnt out unable to do anything for myself giant child that I am.

Honestly it's probably for the better anyway. I'm just using her like I've used everyone else in my life. Unintentionally, maybe, but I'm still doing it. She doesn't really deserve that. Nobody really does.

I think I'm finished.

I'm unsure as to what to do next.