I'm so lost...it hurts to breathe

[jacknbox]

This is ridiculous. I fell apart today. I can't take much more of this anymore. I need to talk to someone who knows what I'm feeling, before I burst. I am not happy. I'm not the girl I was last year. I frown more than ever, when I should be smiling. Ever since I've been home, I've slept, gone to church, and worked. Many of my friends are already

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I agree

[objctofmymisery]

I know that break ups are hell - well, worse than hell sometimes. I know that you're having difficulties right now, but I want you to also know that I am ALWAYS here for you. If you need to cry for hours at a time, I'm here to listen - as always. If it's 3 in the morning and you're thinking of him, call me. I don't care if you wake me up. I miss seeing your face every day. We both have our rough times, but I thank God that for the first time in my life someone is there beside me to help me pick up the pieces again. I hope that I am the same for you. You are an incredible person and you deserve so much more than what he is lacking. Don't waste your time. I know it's so easy to say that you won't, but I know that you have the strength in you to actually do it! Go back to what you were doing those last few weeks at school. I know it's hard when you wake up alone in the morning and have nothing to distract you, but, find something. If you wanna hike your butt over to my house to just sit and talk, I'm here. You've got tons

[electrichotpink]

Brie... i love you... i don't know what to say to what you just wrote. All i know is that i love you, and that i CANNOT wait to see you. i wish you were at Millersville with me, then everything would be fine for the both of us. And i know that you are hurt, i know that he sucks, and i'm sorry that he makes you feel terrible. But you do have us to hold on to when you need it! I mean it wouldn't be to hard to walk or drive to my house if you needed someone to cry to. I'd be there for you at all times. You are an amazing girl, and amazing best friend, and you deserve better than him. He does not deserve you. he is not good enough for you. otherwise you would be with him right now. but he does not see the amazing in you that i do. so please please please, come have fun with me and the girls, atleast a few hours of keeping your mind off of this. "i want you, i need you, oh baby oh baby." we can dance and sing to nasty girls cause i got it on a cd... and i'll make a tape so we can listen to it in the car! smooches. i <3 you