im sick of this.
im done.
im ready.
im 19.
im leaving to move back soon.
im annoyed.
im frustrated.
im down.
im hurting.

it got to the point of depressing, sad songs.
if any of you know me, thats not a good thing at all.

this summer....what words can i use to describe it. i dont even know where to start. sometimes i wish my life was different. that the way my family worked and my friends and what not just was different ( Read more... )

its sad that my parents doubt that i wont graduate...school has always been a first priority in my life ever since i can remember. because spending time with jason will end up in me not graduating and not finishing at SC. i just dont understand it...just because i have a boyfriend now its all gonna change? that doesnt make any sense. they care??? ( Read more... )

things come and go
seasons change
people grow

....things come and go by mya....

why is that when someone close to you makes a certain decision that your parents are not to happy about, they automatically assume that i will to. i understand that we are all influenced by outside sources, each person, media, object affecting our decisions. but its not fair that im getting a lecture because of someone else. connections can be good ( Read more... )

"I don't want to get too close ( Read more... )

im scared to get to into things because i dont want to be too dependent, too attached. and when that thing is gone, i dont want to be confused. i dont want to have to live through the consequences when that thing is over. to have to feel that horrible feeling. even though this thing is so great and going so well, it scares me at the same time ( Read more... )

its interesting how certain things tend to coincide with similar ideas of those around you. when you end up noticing you are not alone in what you think. its always a comfort to know that you are not the only person feeling this way, when there is someone to relate your issues with. it makes everything just a little better. to find that one person ( Read more... )

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someone made me realize something a couple of days ago ( Read more... )