Mar 06, 2005 16:50
"I don't want to get too close
I don't want to get too close
You see this isn't where my head is
If you knew me I'm not like this"
...this is something new that ive never done and never felt. its a change.
"But I just found someone special
And that's really something special"
...ive had this problem of getting close to someone then completely backing out of it. the thought of me sharing everything, or close to it, and being dependent on someone in some aspects scares me. what will i do when its all over? i dont want to feel like complete shit. but i guess i have to take that chance and see what will happen. if not, if i dont fully given in with no fears, ill just be regretting it later. i have to follow through if he will.
"I suppose that I could hold it in
But you excite my every cell
Sources say that senses are your friends
My senses say that I should tell
You that I'm not ashamed
You might just feel the same
But have to try it
If you're ever really going to know"
...you make me smile, laugh, cry, mad, sad, excited, protected. i have to not be afraid. to be close. if i dont...i might miss out.
"The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been"
...you make me feel something that ive never felt for in anyone. i really like you a lot. all i know is that you make me feel something completely new and different that i love. i like the feeling you give me.
"Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?"
...its going good. im having fun.