Today is Joey's birthday party. I invited Kori and her husband, Nathan over. Which means I will have to clean. Argh. I hate cleaning but it will be good to clean up a bit. I have also been doing some spring cleaning in my life as well. I have made the resolution to stop talking to people whom treat me like garbage, or the people who's loyalties can ( Read more... )

I heard this song last night and it just fits my life right now.

Anya Marina- Miss Halfway

You oughts hear the mirror in my house
You oughta fear her pretty, pretty mouth
Says I'm imperfect in every way
Miss Almost, Miss Maybe, Miss Halfway

All my friends in L.A.
Got jobs on Melrose Place
I play replacement songs and sigh
A waitress in the sky

You oughta ( Read more... )

It has taken me a bit of time to address the issues that are going on within the last week. Especially the Virginia Tech massacre, it has made it very difficult to smile for me this week. The week has recently brought me many pondering thoughts about my life and what I am capable of doing for people, for animals. How I can possibly change the world ( Read more... )

I was thinking the other day of how I feel about Tiki exactly. Sex is good. We're good friends but as far as relationships are deemed. I don't think he would be an ideal boyfriend for me. 1. I am three years older then him or 2 1/2 years but whom counts the half? 2. As a friend, I want him to go out and expirence life and accomplish his goals. The ( Read more... )

I heard this song on the radio yesterday when they were playing some "Old Skool" jam. The song made me smile and think of a few good men, I've been blessed to have in my life.

JA RULE LYRICS

Put it On Me

[Ja Rule]
Where would I be without my baby
The thought alone might break me
And I don't wanna go crazy
But every thug needs a lady

[Ja Rule]
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My myspace tracker, tracked Tikki's high school whore on my myspace today. lol ( Read more... )

I am aware that people really care about me.

Some of my friendships lately are being tested. I have always been fully aware of myself and who I was but are other people aware of themselves? For instance, I get the impressions that some of my friends are fake. They are peoples friends to get information on others and gossip. This is a common problem ( Read more... )

ew!!
That high school whore went to Tikki's house yesterday while I was there. And he writes he back, "Sorry you should have come up?" after telling me he blew her off.

AHHH I AM GOING TO FUCKING BARF!

So much to say...
So much to say..
So much to say..

Open up my head and let me out..

Dave Matthew's Band

Tally was much fun. Cheers to good time traveling. After Matt and I finally arrived in Orlando which seemed like an endless trip back. I went somewhere, but I can't remember where I was on Saturday....wait, damn my stoner self.. I was with Robert. We ( Read more... )