I'm so fucking angry with everything going on in my life.   My family who never wants to visit me at school, the fact that my cerdits make me only a fucking shopmore going on junior and i'm suppost to be becoming a senior, and all the shit as in homework, drama, and problems that has been going on these past 2 weeks.  I'm so fucking pissed that I ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking SICK of being hurt.

I thought he was different, but i was so wrong.

How stupid of me.

I send him a message regardless of all my fear and doubt. I decided not to send him a valentines day card, i thought that would be too clique.  BUt he didn't respond to it, soo i basically give up now.  Wutever, it wasn't ment to be.  I recently got back in touch with this old friend of mine.  I really don't know why we stopped talking, i love the ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in here for a while.  I guess i have just become too busy with my life, i don't know.  I should try to update and write things that i realize or feel everyday.  Life is changing a lot for me, i am definatly trying to change my life for the better.  I did a lot of "soul searching," during winter break and I learned a lot about ( Read more... )

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I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving I give thanks too:

All the shit I have been through, that has now made me a stronger person
The very few friends I have, that I can still trust
My family
and I'm thankful that I didn't try to hurt anyone or myself.

Thats all.

He totally ruined my ability to love or trust anyone.

I'm so sick of everything. I'm in the library, i just got of my abnormal pyschology class.  I took an exam and fell asleep while taking it!  I feel like right now at this moment my life is falling apart and I don't know where they are falling.  I just broke down into tears in this little cubical area in the library.  My friends are here, they have ( Read more... )

You Are In a Crunch Ice Cream
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I like the feeling of someone laughing at something I have on my car. Just looking in my rear veiw, at a stop light and watching the expresions of people who are stopped behind me, is sooo exciting. Just thinking that i could have brightened someones day with a dumb bumper sticker. Its a good feeling. Oh and by the way here is a picture of it in ( Read more... )