My best friend is gone. The only thing keeping me sane around here. I am completely alone now. My apt. feels empty. He was the best cat anyone could have asked for. I'll always love you kitty bear.

I am terrified for kitty bear. He's dyeing and I don't think their is anything I can do to save him. I don't have the money for the treatment he needs. I'm trying to take care of him but he just won't drink and just lays around.

your dead wrong

Days like this kill me. slowly but surely I'm dyeing from the inside out. It's about time for you to decide if you want me in your life or not.

I'm not okay.

My life is a letdown. Everything I try for. Everything I strive for, and hold dear to me fails. I've held strong for so long after all the shit I've dealt with. But This is the feather that broke the camel's back. I am a better person than most of you. I hold other peoples feelings higher than mine. Their is no such thing as karma. I am living

Noisy, un-economical, polluting and mass-consuming, mankind and tractor trailers seem to share more than a few things in common. And as simply as the wheels of commerce keep turning, many of those in positions of power are always hungry to keep progressing; spreading; growing. In many ways it would also seem that humanity and cancer share a lot in

silent, you slip through the smoke-choked fray
dip, dodge, death, dismemberment
through the fog, the toxic spray,
a ghost in black
no light in back
across the city, giants lurch, hungry
this poison sprint is my daily escape

Nothing makes me happier than having you back in my life.

I'm going there to give 'em cash, hear 'em laugh bring 'em back ( Read more... )