dont  ask me exactly why i'm writting in livejournal, but i am. all you need to know ( Read more... )

okay so thisis long but i really would apprecite you all reading it. it relly came right from my heart and i just want to explain myself...
( damn dude..crazy most emo shit ive said EVER.. )

yeah so basically me and shannon the cripple are siiting here at her house...so i'm doing this...you better all fucking love it.:)

(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: uh I’m engaged? lol
(4) Want to be?: chyaaa
(5) Your birth day: CHRISTMAS! I’m the second coming of Christ!!
6) Age you act: it depends on my mood
(7) Age ( Read more... )

so last night was probably one of the worst nights i've ever had. i still havent talked to colleen or kt, the 2 people i really need to....because other people that think they know what i'm going thru are pissing me off, because they really dont......besides them 2 chicks. but anyway, i was hoping id never have to have oneof those nights again,EVER ( Read more... )

damn

so I  just read 2 things. one from december and one from january that both seriously made me about cry. plus the fact that i'm listening to deathcab doesnt help. sighhhh. memoriessss. well actually, for once it kinda made me smile because i thought about how happy I was. but then sad because i wish i could have stayed that way. i would tell ( Read more... )

well....

tonight was the last choral concert of the year....and the seniors last concert ever. we did really good...Colleen even got to hear us:).....but there were sooooooooo many tears...we could hardly sing the last song when the seniors got their roses.it was sad....i cried...lots. its gonna be even worse at the banquet next week with the ( Read more... )

damn.

heres the 411.

Friday night and like 25-30 of us are at Roses...and some of the guys go up to Convienent and one of them like smashes a beer bottle? and the security camers caught it on tape.......so they get the police called on them and they run back to Roses and the police KNOW where to go. so Rose tells us we all gotta dip the fuck outta ( Read more... )

I never really have anything to write in here anymore. i do but I'm sick of people using everything I say against me so I think I'm done here...except for occasionally posting pictures. it was fun but...yeahhh I dunno. *so-long and goodnight<3333333333333333333333333333

wow. uhhhhhh......

So yesterday I found out shawn died.....:'(...yeah kind of fucking depressing.....i don't even know...and I'm really worried about Leenie. I can't even imagine how she feels.....and I just want to get her thru this. But Shawn,just know that I love you so much and 'm gona miss you like hell dude. You were my big brother that ( Read more... )

whoa.

this has been one gangsta ass spring break.

lots of chillin with like.....my pavillion whores...and just ownin the fuckin streets of Euclid....like the good old days:) today was awesome though...Angie slept over, then I went to my first softball game, came home, went to Shannies, we walked to te coffee house, there I saw my lovers Yuri, ( Read more... )