Im finally at a time in my life where ive realized that i need to just get my self together and move on. I went to church today with family and the more the pastor preached the more i started to see  my life more clearly. During the whole sermon i was fighting back tears. Theres nothing like putting your life in gods hands. Its the best feeling in ( Read more... )

ok so my birthday was  the worst day of my life. I know i should be happy that i made it to another year but im not. I seriously dread my birthday. I just wish that i could skip this day and go on with my life. Its bad enough that i get ignored 364 days out of the year, but im suppost to feel special on my birthday. Its a whole day dedicated to me ( Read more... )

Its really hard for me to admit this but..... I really need professional help. I guess im not little miss perfect like everyone thinks.

I hate when people talk about how shitty their lives are, knowing that nothing bad has ever happened in their life ( Read more... )

What the fuck happened to my life!!! I have two parents that are like freakin robots. All i freakin want is for them to say that they love me! My mother is so freakin ashamed of me. The past couple months have been like torture. I dont understand why she plays with my emotions soooo much. She has been threating to kick me out for months now. We ( Read more... )

I hate when other people are right. I guess I really should be careful of what i wish for. I know that i've been saying how much my life has changed and how good its going but...idk. It feels like im missing a big part of me. Im to the point where i've found myself but now what?Im completely stuck AGAIN!I cant help but think that maybe im suppost ( Read more... )

Last night really made me stop and think about how much my life has changed since graduation. I've matured so much. I can remeber a couple of months ago when i was so depressed about all my friends moving away. The whole experience has just made me a better, Im a totally changed person. I couldnt ask for better friends and i have a completely  new ( Read more... )

Its been months since i've poured my heart out but... I have to start somewhere ( Read more... )

confusion!..rage!...anxiety!... those are just some of the emotions i'm feeling ( Read more... )

Im trying so hard to forget that they ever exist but everything reminds me of what we use to be. I mean...why do i care so much about  friendship its only a thing..right? its not a commitment or anything. just a word. Well...If its only a word then why do i live my life by it. Thinking back on all the stupid shit that we've been through just makes ( Read more... )