sorry, theres not going to be many posts up here anymore since this place allready seems like a ghost town since NOBODY posts anymore. I'm included in that bunch so shut up you face. fact is i have another internet lover and she demands more of my time and energy...sorry lj, but we are going to go on a break.

so how about that halloween? i went to the movies to see saw 2 on halloween with j 'n' ana. that movie made me ill. i SO wanted to throw up atfer seeing all that shit. here is the thing, I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH EYE BALLS AND SCALPELS SHOULD NOT BE ANYWHERE NEAR EYES ( Read more... )

so right now i'm getting my pictures set up so you can see the halloween B&B. thats exciting eh, EH. so there has been so much shit going on that i HATE having to type it all on here. so i think i'm going to do the whole list thing like everybody does. I'm just lazy ( Read more... )

So i went to the gf's work halloween party on saturday and man, i looked fucking good. if you didn't know, i was a gangster in black pinstripe suit with a black shirt and platnium tie. ohh OHHH, i was smoking. i even shaved, thats right SHAVED the goat and stash so i have the baby face kickin' which apparently looks better(?). I didn't "smoke" at ( Read more... )

so i first heard this song like, 4 years ago, when i got out of work a kohls. Russ Parr on 105.9 would put it on at 630am and it made my day every day. This song, "Jesus can work it out." I swear, it is the most uplifting song in the world, even if you arn't a hardcore christian. 97.9 is playing it right now and it makes me happy even though my day ( Read more... )

so i realized that i don't update like i used to. sorry, i know you are really looking for me to start more pointless shit. well i'm not going to cause i'm tired, big fucking suprise huh. i've just been killing myself lately with work and school and whatnot. i live off of naps and sleep and i have got neither for the past three days. i can't goto ( Read more... )

UGGGGHHHHH, god am i tired. not just lack of sleep, but of everything. i've been working on a writing called "cancer" but i don't think i'll but it up...but its really good though. I've been listening to a lot of dmx and yeah, look for the "cancer" verses soon. I've also been thinking about making some big changes in my professional life, like ( Read more... )

friday was a wash, again. i just realxed in my house and did nothing...yep. i went to help tony learn how to burn movies while him and pat nerded it up. they were playing a game with a great idea, put horrible game style. you basicly fight in an arena like a gladiator but instead of you controling your character outright, you have to move them like ( Read more... )

so yeah, i saw nicole (which is funny apparently?) at luckys. i didn't talk to her or anything, i just avoided her, that is what i do. The reason i was their in the first place to hang with the meijer click, more specificly russ, who has been having troubles with his fiance tera. So there was 6 of us, they all hung out by each other and becky and i ( Read more... )

so i hung out with the meijer click on saturday. my friend russ was has had some women troubles of late and he wanted to get out of the house for the night so 6 of us got together and went to luckys. So we get there and right when we (becky, bobbie, myeself) get past the bar becky busts a left and runs and hugs somebody. It was nicole. since i wasn ( Read more... )