i don't want to sound like a pot head or anything like that, i mean ok i like it but still, anyway, do you know why rastafarians are always happy? because they're pretty much always smoking. i know some don't smoke and that's a real gift, but how could you be unhappy while smoking? i don't think i've ever been unhappy while smoking. even if ( Read more... )

oh man i was just thinking, as long as i'm having a good time, it doesn't matter what you do. i mean if i was having a good time doing homework i would do it right? i mean why can't school just be fun? people should think about that more, i mean kids would want to go to school right?

so yeah growing up is still sucking, it fucking sucks. people are changing and i don't think i like it much. everything's different than it used to be, it could be me and i'm sure it is, but it's also everyone else. this is fucking bullshit i'm so mad right now. fuck everything. whatever i don't even care anymore looks like there's a lot of this ( Read more... )

ya today was a really great day, hooray for everyone i love people yaa! actually fuck everyone i'm so mad i fucking hate everything, life sucks, today was a good day and then one little piece of information and fuck! your day goes to hell. i just want to be drunk right now, hopefully that will be possible tonight, who know's fuck. at least i'm ( Read more... )

this sucks neither mike nor kegan are in school today i hate you both. fuck this i hate school...uh oh i hope i don't flip out heeheeeheeee i'm so funny. so yeah school's gay i want to go home and my two best friends aren't here fuck you all. i really like that new foo fighters song. school ruins everything, i need to get college shit out of the ( Read more... )

now if i say picture the best thing you can, some people might think being a moviestar, or being a rockstar, surrounded in money and women who are there to give themselves away, surrounded by gold and jewels, and i don't know what else. but i just think all i would want is to lie in the sun, in a field or on a beach i'm not really sure, but either ( Read more... )

ok, first off i want to say fuck people, fuck people out to fuck people over fucking christ. who cares how many times i say fuck in a sentence? it's a fucking word so fuck you and get over it, jeeeeeeeezze. ok secondly i want to say my art teacher is a fucking bitch and i hope she gets hit by a bus, then riccocheid (fuck you i don't know how to ( Read more... )

i've never been really good with putting my feelings into words, it's always come hard to me. maybe it's because i don't have an immense amount of patience...one of my uglier characteristics. i find it funny that i sit here and type to my "joural" the thing that is supposed to be sacred to me, the thing that i'm supposed to hide my deepest darkest ( Read more... )

woah it's been a while since i wrote in here, good thing is i'm not a pessimest any more!...that's a good thing. i've decided that i need to practice playing sax more. i always manage to put it off somehow and i never do it. and i think i want to do something with music in my life? i dunno it's weird, it's weird, oh well just practice. whoever came ( Read more... )

it's amazing how useless one can feel in one day. and better yet that i go online to bitch about my day but i guess i could use anything to vent right now. fuck. i hate the fact that i want to come online to use this thing to bitch and it's supposed to be where i go to say what i think and whatever but then i just want to say everything and i can't ( Read more... )