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parkerish: it's kind of like boot camp our strong will has to be broken before we can heal ourselves
I lost the paper journal that I’ve kept for years. I don't know where I left it. I know it's one of the things that I meant to pack when I left the new apartment that I share with one Michael. I took a taxi to another Michael's place in the village, a space where I might heal, might put the pieces of me back together with glue and silence. I don't ( Read more... ) -
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I have a terrible curiosity and I probably don’t know when to leave well enough alone. I take life on its own terms one breath at a time. This is what I’ve learned. Sometimes I think it was making Elephant that taught me that all we really have is this moment. The one we’re living right now. A moment can be so many things everything can change ( Read more... ) -
pensive pitt: if you don't want any lip, why don't you stick with non-human dildos
I spent some time in an alternative universe the other day and I also went to Finland. For as long as I can remember I’ve maintained a tenuous balance between the real world a.k.a. the one we all live in every day not the show on MTV and the world in my head a.k.a. the one of my own making. I think it stemmed from having an imaginary playmate when ( Read more... ) -
you might have succeeded in changing me
I don’t remember how old I was the first time I heard his voice, but for as long as I can remember he has been a part of my life. He was always there in the background of whatever else was going on quietly or sometimes not so quietly contributing to the frequently silly and rare tender moments that make up the person I am now. When I got this ( Read more... ) -
what are these tags for again?
When I was a kid I was fascinated by magnets. I liked the way they were drawn to some objects and not to others. I liked the way they were drawn to each other. As I got older I got less curious about objects and more intested in the attraction people feel for each other. What makes this special magnetism? Why are we so attracted to one person ( Read more... ) -
don't be afraid to live the dream
Their faces are drunk, bored, hopeful, relieved, sleepy, bashful, grumpy, dopey and everything else in between. They are dressed all in colored robes that they have never worn and they will walk together in time to music few of them will hear again. They will toss their funny hats into the air and hand roles of parchment to eager parents before ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, so it's today. Lords of Dogtown opens. I've been waiting for this for longer than I've ever waited for anything in my life. We worked so fucking hard on this thing and I hope someone goes and sees it because if they don't you will probably hear my head explode. It won't be pretty. Now someone will not go just to watch me fall apart. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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New SN - zephyr john
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Sometimes I feel like I'm the world's oldest living high school student. I'm 19 and I'm graduating in June. Am I stupid? That's open for debate. I was working on Dogtown and didn't have much time for school so I didn't exactly keep up. I promised my mom I wouldn't drop out though so instead I'm doing the whole cap and gown thing a few days after ( Read more... )