Comments | izzie_cricket: What's the point?

izzie_cricket

What's the point?

Mar 16, 2006 21:55

I spent most of yesterday with Denny. He slept a lot but whenever he'd open his eyes again, he'd get his look in his face, like he was surprized to still see me. I had to scrub in on a surgery with Dr. Montgomery Shepherd which was good, I guess. I need all the experience I can get. I couldn't focus though. I kept thinking, "what if Denny died ( Read more... )

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theonlycristina March 17 2006, 18:53:25 UTC

Scrubbing in was good. You haven't been lately and thats what being a surgeon is all about.

Life isn't fair, but thats why we practice medicine. We try to stop all that unfair shit from happening.

So you're sure that you and Denny are just friends?

izzie_cricket March 18 2006, 05:22:11 UTC

You've had a run of bad luck with Bailey making you take baby duty and losing out on some good cases. I'm glad you're finally getting to scrub in more.

We're friends right now. And I'm his doctor. I'm just making him more comfortable and happier.

theonlycristina March 18 2006, 05:28:03 UTC

Yeah thanks to Addison.

Ok, if you say so.

izzie_cricket March 18 2006, 05:43:35 UTC

I do say so. :P

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ah_lex March 18 2006, 04:13:20 UTC

He's half way dead. Everyone's giving up but you, Izzie. While this may be a good thing, it's certainly not a good thing for you. I wish you could see this, Izzie.

Thanks for treating me like I'm a cancer that you have to completely avoid at all cost, as well.

izzie_cricket March 18 2006, 05:20:09 UTC

I don't care if he's 3/4 way dead. That's exactly my point! Everyone is giving up on him, and I'm not! We're doctors. We make people better. We don't just give up because the prognosis looks bad. We push it till the last second. I don't understand why no one else gets this.

I'm not treating you like cancer. I'm trying to distance myself from you because you mess everything up. One second I think we're getting close and the next you're screwing some nurse. So what do I do? I forgive you. Then, one second I think we're just having a casual 'friends with benefits' thing, and then you totally embarrass me in front of a patient about our sex life. Do you see a pattern?

I wish you'd just treat me with a little more respect.

ah_lex March 19 2006, 00:59:24 UTC

When have I ever disrespected you?

izzie_cricket March 19 2006, 01:36:28 UTC

Let's see...The ONE day I got off in two weeks, I blew it on you. I shaved my legs and put in a dress for YOU. And you couldn't even kiss me goodnight. I felt like such an idiot. Then when we finally do work it out, I find you in the oncall room with OLIVIA! I don't know how to even begin to tell you how horrible I felt. It really made me feel like you had no respect for me whatsoever.

I don't want to lie and say I don't have feelings for you, but after all this, it's hard to get over. I have fun with you. I laugh with you. But sometimes I feel like I should only be here when you feel like it.

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