I feel like I am an integral part made for a machine that will never be invented. Like I could be useful for something, but this something will never be realized. I try and try to sort myself and install myself into different things, but I don't fit anything. I am glad to have people around me who can sort of understand me, but I don't think anyone ( Read more... )

I got6 9 a new phone today, same number, but I don't have any of yours, so 6g9ive em to me. P.S. Gene roo6lz9.666

Also, Ich bin verärgerter als ein Walrus.

Sunday...what can I say about it? For those of you who don't know, Bert, Daniel and I got robbed at gunpoint Sunday night around 8 o clock. We were walking down Wylie St. right after Carroll ends, and we see two guys walking on the same side of the street. We form a line to pass them, and one of the dudes starts jogging up towards us. He pulls a ( Read more... )

THANKSGIVING MOTHERFUCKER!

I ate so much damn food today. My mom made this bitchin vegan chili with every vegetable imaginable man. Its fuckin crazy awesome. And I bought a Game Boy Advance yesterday. I'm such a dork. I've got work tomorrow morning at 8 am. What the fuck!! I love my beard so much. And my cousin. They are pretty much tied.

Good things about today ( Read more... )

I stayed up for 31 hours the other day. In that span of time I worked 2 shifts at Sev, so I was pretty tired last night. I slept from 8 pm to 7:30 am... It was awesome, but I think it was too long. I usually get the best rest out of 7-8 hours. I'm really starting to get into the groove at Sevananda... everyone there is happy to help me get adjusted ( Read more... )

I have deleted my other journal for many reasons, some to be named and others to be unnamed. I was sick of having people reading my shit who don't know me, and there were people I wanted to get away from. There you go. Actually, I just named all the reasons, so that first part...was a lie ( Read more... )

She ain't no book, she's a girl. She ain't got no pages, just eyes ( Read more... )

Today I called Heather about wanting to talk, and she was apparently sleeping when I called her. So I got off the phone with her rather quickly, hoping that she would notice that I need to talk. She never notices when I try to hint at something, and it really bothers me, because I want to say something so bad, I want to talk about it, and I want ( Read more... )

Update.

Fuck her. I've realized that I have put too much into the me and Heather thing, and I've got nothing in return but sadness, pain, and a lot of waiting. I'm taking my heart back.