The past few days have felt like a dream. I feel as if any moment I will wake up and my life will be different...I'm not sure if that's good or bad... but I've had some pretty good days this week. I feel like ( Read more... )

Made some sweet patches again tonight, I'm back in the business. a couple dollars will get you a custom Sea Ray patch. I guess. Not much else going on. Listening to Liar's Parade and thinking about old times. Now I'm listening to the Postal Service, and more memories are coming back. Time to stop typing before I spill my guts.

I did a few things I'm pretty proud of the past few days. Bought an actually nice bag, bleached my hair, got really super super high(like to the point where I couldn't control my bodily functions...kinda scary but fun). I am getting closer to being comfortable with myself and those around me, even though these things that I've done don't ( Read more... )

Maieutic's good. Other band is good. My mood is good. I am comfortable. I want some tea. I have the next 3 days off. Happiness? Maybe. But don't jump to conclusions. Does anyone ever get my LJ entries? I sometimes don't. I'd like to get some Shigero Fuuji movies on DVD again...

SQRT!

I spent some good time with relatives in Nashville. My little second cousins(1 and 4) are growing up, and it's crazy how they will be my age any day now. Not much else... I've started a paper journal for really private thoughts and other thoughts, since I'm almost never around a computer. I also think 'almost' should be spelled 'olmost' because it ( Read more... )

shatterdmirrorx, directed_hate, missngtheshore, cath_arsis, brainbombs, chikaradameshi, and now iyagaru. I've gone through all these journals in 4 years. I'm sure there's one or two I forgot about and missed. I saw this girl walk in Sevananda on Monday, and I walked up to her while she was standing at the dairy cooler and asked her out. We went out ( Read more... )

It was burning. The sky was red. The sun slipped into the ocean, and your arms did the same around me. Such colors I had never seen in the sky before, and I had never experienced emotions of this sort either. Just like the colors, they were bold and amazing... inescapable and probably not to be seen again. It was my once-in-a-lifetime chance ( Read more... )

I get mixed emotions whenever I read things I wrote years ago, when I thought I had the 'voice of God' in my head, or whatever it was... I thought I was so smart. Guess not! I lost my black hoodie with all the patches on it, kinda pissed about it. Good news... The police caught the two fine young gentlemen who robbed me the Sunday after ( Read more... )

I am a step closer to becoming greatly and perfectly alone and comfortable. In other news, I am infatuated with this girl I've seen around town. The next time I see her I should talk to her.

I want my double bass back, and I want to become as good, even better, than I was at classical bass. I want these bands to work out, and I... want these pieces to fit.