I feel so completely different from when I did three days ago when I wrote that entry. I don't know what it is. Wait, I do know.

Joel. Joel is wonderful, I love him so much. We both feel like we have a special connection.

(Private section...no one sees it.)We took a shower together this morning, and it was very fun. I didn't feel rushed or ( Read more... )

Are we supposed to see a doctor every now and then? If so, I haven't seen one at all.

I've been here a week and one day and I have yet to have a session.

I just may be in here longer than planned.

...Fuck.

(Private post...no one knows about this ( Read more... )

I tried to hold Joel's hand, because he was picking at his scabs. He pulled away and left for awhile. I felt really bad, I was really scared that he didn't like me anymore ( Read more... )

I came here today very scared. I didn't know if anybody was going to like me, or accept me for me. I didn't have a choice to stay home though ( Read more... )