Tonight I got the last of my Chanukah presents from my mom and dad. I was planning on new shoes but I decided against it at the last minute and decided on "The perks of being a wallflower" and "Dry", they both seem very good as of now, I also got the movie "caddyshack" which is awesome and I had my hair permanently straightened early last week. ( Read more... )

So I just looked around the kitchen for something to eat for breakfast. For some reason I found an entirely too big caramel apple pie, and a huge bag of tostitos, I'm sure there's more strange things hidden around as well. I don't know whether I should be pleased to have good food around the house, or pissed that my dad's obviously not following ( Read more... )

1.Whats the biggest misconception about you? I don't know ( Read more... )

Things seem like they're getting a little better. I haven't been too upset lately and I haven't been angry in a while. I still feel really distant from people but I think it might just be me over-analyzing situations and also I know it's partly because I've had a lot to focus on with school and work and everything. My 5 month anniversary with the ( Read more... )

I've been so irritable lately and I don't like it, it feels like I hate the whole world and I really don't want to be that way. I'm not usually a bitter person at all and I miss the side of me where I like people and I see the best in them, I'm happy when I'm that person. Lately I've been having really strange dreams, when I really think enough to ( Read more... )

So much that I wish I could say
But so little courage
To make it come out of my mouth
For now all I will say
Is I love you
More than anything I've ever known
And you make me more happy
Then I could have ever imagined
You really are the best ever.

As she threw up by the side of the road, barely able to stand even with me holding her up, all she kept talking about was how bad of a person she is, and the only words that entered my mind were "you're not a horrible person sweetheart, there's just something horrible inside, and I don't think you can hide it anymore..." Then I rode the rest of the ( Read more... )

This morning I found out someone I used to really look up to is going out drinking all the time and hitting on men in their 40's to buy her drinks. Is anyone in this world happy anymore??

Tonight was fun, walking around with Dan the man, then hanging out with Dan,Becky,Dez and Dwayne at the house, good times.

Tommorow is Sat. this means:
Extra sleep
I get to see Dave!!
Show
Party/drunkenness
...I'm excited!!

Sunday is the cookie baking party, that will be fun.

This is going to be such a good weekend!!

I hate how much I miss you as soon as you walk out the door, walking back into my house feels so wrong when all I want to do is be with you every second of every day. You're always on my mind, from the time I wake up until the moment I fall asleep I'm thinking of you in some way, everything reminds me of you, or how I feel around you. You make me ( Read more... )