I kind of just want to leave. Get in the car and drive away and not stop until my adrenaline runs out and I'm forced to pull over. I want to leave behind all the things I'm attached to. I want to start fresh.
I want to be cared about, but I don't want to care about anyone else. It's too hard and it's too risky and it's too painful.
I give up. I
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