not afraid to fall [chapter 20]

[ivoryroyale]

Title: not afraid to fall [chapter 20]
Author: ivoryroyale
Genre: supernatural, drama, friendship, hurt/comfort, romance
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: language, very brief mentions of bullying and abuse
Summary: in which a group of six aren't afraid to stand tall because they have each other.
Note: 7,626 words. Unbeta-ed.
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Comments

[awildneko]

Okay so you need to save me a spot in your next chapter - however that works (I'm still kind of new to LJ XD).
GFJGKDFJGD DAEHYUN YOU ARE SO CRUEL AND NOONA IS SO PROUD OF YOU JAE BABY FOR MANAGING TO ESCAPE WITHOUT SAYING THAT YOU LOVE HIM! ;A;
Seriously I thought that at least Himchan might click what's going on with Jae...especially after all that Jongup told him.
Daejong need to get their stuff together or I fear that Jae will kill someone soon...

[awildneko]

IDK maybe I should get an Actual LJ account first...then I can upload some fanfiction of my own otl

[ivoryroyale]

Hahahahah, I shall~ ^^ And you totally should make an LJ. I will show you the ropes and everything if you want. :) And I will totally read your stories~

Himchan's too focused on Jongup at the moment. But don't worry! Jongup and Daehyun will plan something out to cheer up Youngjae later in the future. And there will be some more DaeJaeUp because my OT3. And Youngjae will have Zelo to comfort him until then. ^^

Thank you so much for reading~

[kareoto]

wow why are you doing this to me ivy! ;__; i wanted to leave a good comment about the entire chapter but fklsdjfd the younglo ;______; i. can't. ugh. i can't stop reading the younglo, i need more! ;______;

“I get cuddles.” And Youngjae doesn’t even feel embarrassed when he admits that he wants them, because he fucking deserves them right now after all that he’s done. “Lots of cuddles.”

youngjae commanding cuddles from junhong is my new headcanon seriously. i'm so in love with this part. actually i'm in love with everything because younglo is perfect and so is your writing. younglo + ivy writing = otp tbh.

i wonder how youngjae will react about junhong falling for him and/or when he realizes he likes junhong, like if he'll have a fight with his brain because junhong is supposed to be his brother and all... i really am looking forward for the development of their relationship~.

and dear god can i just punch daehyun in the face? ugh. poor youngjae.

anyway, thanks for the great chapter! ♥

[ivoryroyale]

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, but omg, I felt the exact same way while I was writing it. ;____; Your comment is amazing. It makes me so happy when a YoungLo shipper comments on my story because omg. Big group hug. Party of three, because that's how many YoungLo shippers have commented on my story. lol.

Omg, ikr? That would totally happen irl. Totally. Youngjae would complain about Zelo being too awkward around him during variety shows and he would demand he make up for it in cuddles. Yep yep. I have a lot of YoungLo headcanons okay and no one is ever there to listen to them. xD

We'll just have to find out what happens. xD Wouldn't wanna spoil anything for you. ^^

Oh, I know. But I love adding drama into my story and Daehyun is actually naive enough to do something like that lol

Thank you so much for reading and commenting! <3 Like seriously, I love when YoungLo shippers comment because asdgdasaf. ily.

[kareoto]

if you felt that way then maybe you should give us some more younglo in the next chapter? just a little bit more? ;__; sobs actually i pray everyday that youngjae will have a mental breakdown and kill everyone except junhong and they'll live happily ever after cough i swear i love everyone in this fic LOL

aw ikr :( our ship is so small but tbh it's good that way, more younglo for us \o/ except the fact that we don't really have much fic to read...

i don't understand zelo, really. he says he doesn't like skinship but he is always trying to touch youngjae. cough. and omg you can start typing down your younglo headcanons already i'm here to listen to them~

♥♥

[ivoryroyale]

There will probably be YoungLo in every chapter from now on. lol. Because other ivy always complains when there isn't and the only reason why she reads is because of the YoungLo. xD And LOL, that might happen. Maybe. No it won't, lol. But that doesn't mean I don't think about doing it. xD

I know. It's so sad. ;___; that's why I rejoice whenever I see one. xD But yeah. Small ship is very comfy and cute. :3

Omg, all those pics and gifs. x____x //dead from all the cute. How can people not ship them and just say they're awkward? I don't understandd.

Dude, I have soo many headcanons. I can write individual fics of all of them. Which I will do one day. When I have the time. orz I can go on and on for days. But yeah, my favorite one would have to be that the only reason why Zelo said he was awkward with Youngjae is because he's attracted to him and he doesn't want to admit it. And when Youngjae finds out, he kind of just teases and bugs Zelo until he admits it, like "hey. hey. I know you love me. don't deny it." and yeah, that probably

[his_angel16]

Daehyun, baaaaaaaad!!!!!!! xD Lol You shouldn't do that! Poor Youngjae. (But yay for him, too, since Junhong is falling for him >:D)

xD Junhong making Yongguk go away~~. Poor Guk. And Himchan's motherly instincts with Jonguppie. :3

...Daehyun got ditched. xDD

[ivoryroyale]

Hahaha, Daehyun is evil and naive. xD And yes, he has baby zelo in the palm of his hand. >:3

Ikr? Zelo is so cold. And of course. Himchan can't help it, lol.

LOL, I laughed so hard at that. xD

Thank you for reading! ^^

[byakuya_777]

Read both chapters together~ Sorry for taking so long ;A;
Ooohhh, I can see progress here, I hope Jongup and Daehyun move faster though... But poor Youngjae, he's suffering so much, and it hurts me D: Jongup is so cute ♥ but he's also suffering. So many suffering and feels ;A; but I like it ^^

[ivoryroyale]

LOL, I should be the one apologizing! I'm the one who takes months to actually update, so you have no reason to apologize, bb. ^^

Hahah, they will, they will. You shall see in the next chapter. :)

I'm glad that you like all of the suffering and feels. xD

Thank you for reading! :D

[noirm]

DLFJSDLFDFJL I just...like found this and seriously sat down and marathon-ed the entire thing.

THE BANGHIM ALJDFLDSF BANGHIM BANGFUCKIGHIM i cannot even its just perfect and seriously just get together you stupid lovebirds

and daehyun with his trauma and his adorable as shit love for jongup alsdkfj

poor poor youngjae but at least he has junhong (WHOS BROKEN AND MY NOONA HEART IS WAILING) and all the feels

ide....

i have no more coherent thoughts

mem'd the entire story

i am waiting patiently for an update ;v ; /sobs

speaking of which, the new teaser with all the fucking tears does not make reading this better because junhong. JUNHONG. BABY. UGH. okay. i'll stop spamming you now beautiful author you.

[ivoryroyale]

omg, you marathon-ed the whole thing? o-o you deserve a really big cookie then because the whole thing is nearly 90k words, holy cow. xD

I KNOW RIGHT. I'm started to get a little annoyed with them, lol. -.- buut i have everything planned out and they're not supposed to get together until a certain part of the story, so ugh, sort of annoyed with myself for writing it out like that. xD

hahaha, daejong and younglo ftw! :D otps for life. >3 and i'm so sorry for breaking zelo. ;-; but it's okay, he's getting better!

that's okay. i like incoherent thoughts. there's no need for coherency here. c:

and omg, you mem'd the entire story?! :o no one has ever done that before. TT-TT so happy. i'll try to update as soon as possible. ^^ hopefully sunday but i can't be so sure, lol

OMG THAT TEASER BROKE MY HEART DAMMIT. WHO MADE BABY ZELO CRY. ASDFGH. WHY DOES B.A.P DO THIS TO ME. ;;;;; don't worry, i love spam lol. xD

thank you so much for the lovely comment and thanks for reading. :>

[noirm]

ugh but it was so goooood (although I admit there was parts when i couldn't stand it anymore and got up to vent)

Ahhh how many more parts do you think this would go? forever? imjustkiddingorami?

I was so happy to see that junhong is getting better /clings to my soul
you better fix him up properly or else ...or else idk what else but YEAH.

I MEM EVERYTHING THAT IS WORTH RE-READING. THIS IS WORTH RE-READING OKAY. so about that update /nudges

the teaser was just ;v ; i don't think i can live until the 15th because alsdfkjasf

[ivoryroyale]

i'm glad you did that. reading all at once could be a little overwhelming. xD

LOL, maybe not forever. i'm about halfway through with the whole story, so i'm thinking there'll be about 20 chapters left. :3

of course i'm gonna fix him up properly! i can't keep my baby broken forever. ;-; so you don't have to worry. xD

hahah, the update will come. i'm writing it as we speak. c:

IKR. omg, this mv and song is going to be so good; i need the 15th to come now or else. ;A;