sometimes i have a hard time remembering i have some pretty crappy friends
but dont worry they always find a way to remind me

i am home for winterbreak ( Read more... )

i have never had such a hard time controling myself infront of someone before. i dont know if its the thought of it, or if it is just because of what is actually there, or im just an idiot... probably a combination of the first and the latter... but i am going crazy ( Read more... )

Way more then half the time i know what your gonna say to me, but i answer your call anyway. I sit there and i let you make me upset. I stay away from you on purpose. But I hate the fact that I need to remind myself that everytime I think of you. I cant think happy thoughts, I cant remember the happy memories because I have to remember what you are ( Read more... )

im trying to think
breathe
calm down
but its not working too well
i just went from a chill happy place
to aggrivated/annoyed/irked
i dont have the balls to ask a person "what the hell is wrong with you?"
but right now i really should
lets hope tomorrow is better
oh god i hope its better

-adjective 1.devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others. 2.characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

let me point out some key words in that definition
devoted
regardless
only

since you do not care for yourself regardless of ( Read more... )

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 today someone called me "free" like free spirited and it made me happy ( Read more... )

 Here I am playing with those memories again ( Read more... )

i wonder what other people are thinking about at 3 in the morning and if they miss me like i miss them...
honestly though im hostile
i am bitter
but just wondering.