Around me; a timeless bomb ( Read more... )

Is it possible to feel so utterly contented just by sitting next to someone that you trust wholeheartedly?

"We're five feet apart and you might not even be consciously aware that I'm here, or that the reason I'm secretly smiling is because you make my insides go crazy while at the same time, you give me such a strong sense of security. Perhaps it' ( Read more... )

"At the crossroads, I have only two routes to choose from. Before, I couldn't face the path I know that I should be walking down because I was addicted to you and all the feelings you evoked in me. You draw me in so unknowingly; like a moth to the flame of a candle on the coldest of nights. And I can only fight helplessly against that pull."Despite ( Read more... )

Love is the accumulation of the lil' nicknacks from our everyday lives. Love creeps up on you in ways that you can't even imagine; it's in the jokes you laugh at together, in the secret smiles you exchange over ice-cream, in the quiet walks you take together, in the heartfelt conversations you have at the oddest of places, in the lighthearted ( Read more... )

每天慢慢地放手，心里也一天比一天地好过。跟你将心比心，谈一谈刚刚在路上看到的花儿，偶尔两人一起用餐；也许只作为朋友是最恰当的选择。心底还是渴望着某一天能够感受到.... 唉。还是别去乱想了-那根本就是绝对不可能发生的事情。从今天开始，我也只能把这小秘密埋藏在心底了，而且对上帝祈祷你永远都不会发现这个事实。

“我明白你的回答，温柔的对话- 爱情其实没有办法。”

For once, my gut feeling is wrong.

There's always a first time for everything of course, I just wish it weren't so for this. But hey, heartaches and disappointments are part of life right? And I really should be thankful that all these happened now, rather than later when I'm even more attached.

"If I say that I'm in love with you,
That's wrong.
If I say that I love you,
That's not right.
But if I say that you touched the depths of my soul,
Where no one has ever seen or gone to,
Uncased the shields and uprooted the gates,
Then gently embraced the scarred insides,
Without being anything more than a friend,
Then I'll say that you're right"

"You're the secret I buried;
A burden I didn't want to keep.
It wasn't intentionally carried
Though it still ran deep"I will look afar to the future that lies ahead, with only God and Medicine in mind. Perhaps I'm not meant for love, simply because I bear too many burdens that ground me and trap me. That yearning to find love has finally drained ( Read more... )

“秋天过了，寒冬快来了
看见梅花枝叶散落在眼前
星光闪耀的夜，却触不到你的脸
独自之恋，回忆不能再停息
雪花红梅飘在空中
你的关怀总然我感到心动”

/disclaimer- I do not own the lyrics/

As always, only the beauty and depth of the Chinese language can truly express how I feel right now

“每一夜，被心痛穿越，
思念永没有终点。
早习惯了孤独相随
我微笑面对“
                  -神话
/disclaimer- I do not own the lyrics/

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I've decided to stop trying to figure out how I feel towards you or why I feel so confused all the time. It's too damn tiring and just utterly draining- what with school and everything else going on.