as of 7 p.m this has been the worst day ever.. & what really frightens me is that my horoscope said tomorrow would be my "low vibe" day of the week.. & if that means it's going to be worse then today, i'm really tempted to not go to school tomorrow and hide out in my room all day.. i'm honestly not kidding ( Read more... )

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there are so many gross people at school.. why i am just realizing this i'm not sure. what i need is a new group, or a group in general. well, thank god tomorrow's friday.

i really want to kick myself in the face for updating livejournal instead of doing my homework but whatever. so i got a hair cut today & i'm having mixed feelings about it.. & before the hair dresser made a few fixes i wanted to cry. oh, the complicated life i live... yeah & guess who gets their license in two weeks and two days? (that is if ( Read more... )

i've been up and ready every mourning at 7:15... even though we don't leave until 7:45? whyy alexa? yeah so i like all my classes, except pre-calc.. it's filled with snobby smart kids who play tennis or like 18974003 other sports and after school activities.. so i've decided to drop that today.. because i shouldn't even have math this year. i ( Read more... )

it's bullshit. she got the job and i didn't? and they couldn't even think of a reason why.. it's not a big deal because i kind of didn't want to work there/with her anyway but it doesn't help the self-confidence/esteem at all.

bye summer.

a few days ago when my electricity was out i woke up early, not on my own freewill but because my mother was screaming at my cat.. i decided to get up and ride my bike to get some coffee.. and when i got to the front of my apartment i decided to keep riding my bike towards the beach.. and i ended up going all the way to the very end of the bike ( Read more... )

a,jfd i'm going to probably end up deleting this entry because i'm going to re-read it and realize that i sound insane but whatever..

yeah yeah i deleted it.

i had a really great day.. i went out to breaksfast with tawny and then i got my schedule at school.. didn't stay long and only saw a few people... i will see all of them plenty during school haha.. applied for some jobs... and i'm really excited to work.. and get money, and get a car, and go out to eat everyday, and change my hair every month and ( Read more... )

( pictures of my summer.. in order! )