so it has been over five months since i've written in here. i wasn't intending to ever write in here again but whatever, i guess it sounds appealing right now. i go to el camino now and i'm doing very well.. and it's kind of really refreshing. also, now that i go there i tend to avoid my friends a lot more often.. not completely, but kind of a lot ( Read more... )

i can see things progressing.
i'm not at a stand still anymore with everything going on
and it's not the most comforting feeling
but atleast i'm going somewhere
right?

okay honestly i can't take livejournal seriously, there's no point in writing anything and when i do write it's pointless. makes sense uh huh.

i've been missing way too much school ( Read more... )

i'm taking the train to my dad's at 2:40 so i can take this homeless kitty that always hangs around his house to get fixed, and in exchange for that i get his car until sunday.. works for me. so last night i realized how lucky i am.. negative thing's just don't effect me.. i defiantly inherited that from my dad. akl;s sorry i feel obligated to ( Read more... )

i got my license friday.

and everything after that is pretty much a blur. i loved it.

i'm pretty positive i'm going insane right now, i can't stop thinking and critising everything around me.. but it's okay it has been a fun weekend. and fuck, i think i have a crush on someone and i don't know whyy. koas i feel lonely/don't kmnow what i'm saying aks kjhj bye ( Read more... )

akl;sjfd i complain too much.

the past few days have been so stressful and irratating.. it's just one thing after another and eventually i'm going to go insane.. and i'm pretty sure i had a mental breakdown today and still have not completely recovered. i mean, i understand not everything comes easily in life, but this is just fucking ridiculous.

i'm starting my job today & i'm getting my license friday.
i'm growing up and have all these new responsibilities and i'm not sure how i feel about it.

i got a job today. my first job, ever ( Read more... )