Oct 02, 2005 19:32
i'm pretty positive i'm going insane right now, i can't stop thinking and critising everything around me.. but it's okay it has been a fun weekend. and fuck, i think i have a crush on someone and i don't know whyy. koas i feel lonely/don't kmnow what i'm saying aks kjhj bye.
actually i'd like to elaborate. everything has felt really unfamiliar lately, and i'm pretty sure it's because everything is changing extremly, and i'm not sure if it's such an uneasy feeling because none of these changes are for the better, or they are infact good changes.. okjasd.. also i haven't felt lonely in atleast ten months and it's quite an upsetting feeling.. kjas i just have really mixed feelings about everything. and i should sleep already.