So, I have realized that I am pretty fucked up in the head. I have always known it but this weekend when i was really drunk I told Maddie something that I have held onto my whole life. Someone fucked me up and didnt even realize it. well I have to jet.

Well, it's been a while kids. I haven't posted in livejournal in so long...myspace stole me away. lol Well, I guess I need to catch everyone up a lil bit (if anyone even reads this thing anymore). The last time I posted I was with Colby...well there has been a few different guys in my life since then. Now don't get my wrong. I said that Colby was ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was the best one that has been in a long time...or corse I was with the E-tard group. on freday tommy cc and maura saved me from school and then we jsut chilled all day. Maura CC and Al fryed and that was way fun then on saturday was the Rave. oh my god that was the best rave that i have been to. I took one pill at 9 and then ( Read more... )

well its tonight....i cant wait. All of the e-tard group is going to justins and it will be really fun. right now maddie and Kief are fighting and its really funny. well yeah so I guess there is not much to say other then Happy new year to you all. :)

Yeah so I was finally able to sheck my myspace the other day and I got a message from Trevor(really cute E-tard :p) haha yeah I think that the group..well I know that the group is all rolling this weekend cuz its Richards birthday :p I cant wait. Well I have not seen Mark in a while and I think that I am just done with that kid. I dont feel like I ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun. Mike and Lulu picked me up at school and us 3 and Monique went to the mall and jsut hung otu all day till Mike had to go to a work party. Then us girls went to hang out with Cory dave Austin and Andrew. We went to Dave's and got drunk and Monique ran through the screen door. It was soooo funny!! but yeah last night was ( Read more... )

well yesterday was really fun. Me and lulu went and hung out with Brandon and played free games. We also saw Jared up at there work. I missed that kid. Well then we went and hung out with Dave and Dreu. Those kids are really cool. To bad they just left for there tour. :( oh well I guess we are going to hang out when they get back and plus they have ( Read more... )

Well it was good. I went to school. Came home, talked to dusty (text), played with Paige and Maddie then went back home and called Lulu back....then she came over at like 10ish and we just chilled for a bit. It was fun. I miss her. Then when she left I tried to make dusty talk to me again but that damn kid and all of the sleep that he needs. I ( Read more... )

Well, it sucked. I had to go to a funeral for my great uncle Chino. It was horable. I hate funerals. I also hate the fact that I am starting to use laughter as a way of covering sadness. I actualy started to laugh at the funeral. I had to bite the inside of my lip to stop. Then I want home and cleaned my room and waited for paige...and she never ( Read more... )

Well yeah today was sortoflame. I am having major problemswith spacing right now cuz the computer is dumb so yeah. get over it. well yeah I am just up at maddies right now and it sucks. I wanted to get drunk but everyone jsut pitched in for bud and I dont want to smoke so I am all sober and alone with my slurpie with no one to even make out with. ( Read more... )